Monday, July 31, 2006

one thing that i totally dislike about this hectic lifestyle of mine for the past few weeks or so, is the fact that i won't be able to catch my favourite tv shows on time. monday nights ain't that bad because i would be home just in time for the all-time favourite desperate housewives, followed by grey's anatomy. but, it will never be complete until i talked to su on the phone, about the 2 greates show in the whole wide universe! last week's episode was no exception. and to think that it's part 1 of desperate housewifes season finale, is such a total bummer. well... at least i still have my McDreamy on at 12a.m. but, not on wednesday and thursday though. i ain't no hardcore fan of singapore idol. but i'd love to watch jonathan rock on the stage with his smooth performance and the suave hadi doing his thing.and not total hotness. and not forgetting mathilda's powerful voice! how can i possible miss that, boy?! -wails-
well.. i don't exactly have a choice and that's life! i guess i have to make sacrifices... so that's on eof the minore ones i made-waiiiilllsss-

anyway, tommorrow's going to be eme's last day at springfield and i won't be seeing her that much anymore -wails- but she was really a great company and made my life there more bearable. good luck dearie in your future endeavours *hugs* thank god raudha's not leaving yet or else i'll be damn bored.haha

with that, i predict that it's going to be quite a cranky week for me. insufficient sleep. loooooong journey to zhenghua sec at choa chu kang. and aching body. yeap. i'll don't know how i'll survive the motivational workshop on wed, thurs and fri, from 9am to 9pm. i guess having chryst and su by my side will definitely alleviate it.*hugs*

oh yeah!!! nadi and i baked cupcakes on sunday! at nadi's place. i swear nadi is the best cook ever man. we did two different fillings, banana and jam and it was fingerlickinggoooooooooooooooood boy! in the oven, the jam was oozing out of the cupcakes and i was just standing ther, drooling. and it's true what they say, home-made cookies, cakes or food taste waaaaaaaaaaaaaayy better!



and what do you at the end of the day?

a

very

satisfied

pig!*laughs*

Saturday, July 29, 2006

i am a very bad liar. in fact, the worst.
i think too much about significant and trivial things all the time.
i tend to keep my mouth shut eventhough i may feel strongly about certain issues.

i'm aware that it will eat into me one day.
and guess what?
it just did.

damn it.

i hate this.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

and what do you know? lovely su turns 20 todayyy!!! *wheeee* yeap. glad i met her today. since i gave her present on last sunday, it's just not right to see her empty-handed. and so... i gave her a gigantic sunflower instead.haha. well, i hope that help brighten her looooooong day though.

anyway, zombie has to be my middle name for the next month or so. now that i have lakh's workshop on top of my relief teaching and tutoring. i can only imagine dark rings and half-dead sofi. so, wish me luck and hope that i dun get myself knocked down against a pillar or something. because sofi is so so so known for that. *laughs*

so tommorrow, another day at the "evergreeeeeeeeeeen" ( yeah rite!) school. but, i'm loving it. teachers are great and students are even greater! haha. but i especially love today when they have the motivation to learn and would want to know the secrets of success. it's really inspiring and i definitely have no qualms in sharing that. but seriously, given a choice, i'd prefer to teach the upper secondary to lower secondary. certain lower sec classes are rowdy to the max and i spent 15 mins on class management rather than teaching. so, yeap. i.can.so.die.
but, a wise man once told me, if they are good, it's my blessing. and if they are bad, it's your job. :) well, if relief teaching is already quite taxing, what's more a committed teacher himself? salutes to teachers in the universe! go sister! go daddy! go bro-in-law! and all the miss-es/mr-s/mdm-s! haha!

okie. gotta catch my 40 winks now. good night world.*hugs*

and su,

HAPPY 20th BIRTDAY DARLING!!

love u.mannnnnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.mannnnnnnnnnyyyyy

Saturday, July 22, 2006

funny how you remembered me when you saw my name( which is not even me!) in the FORBES magazine. haha. but it was really sweet of you to call me eventhough you are 235724957405704357 miles away! i swear i never expected any messages or calls from you ever since you left for sydney. but, you called!*laughs* and of course i appreciate the call, you dumbo! good to know that you are doing great and sad to hear you are only coming back 2 rayas later.and i can't stop laughing how cupid fools we were back in the ol' days! those were the days huh?-sigh- but, noreis will always be noreis.haha! have fun flirting with ozzie babes! *laughs*
vitamins. i need vitamins.a truckload of them. and of course,743584768946789475094 hours of sleep is very very much needed now. eversince i started relief teaching, i wake up 6.30a.m everyday and reach home 10p.m, without fail. throughout the day i'll be zombified as i used up all my energy in the morning screaming on top of my lungs to manage a classroom full of monkeys or countlessly explaining my tuition kids algebras, fractions and alcohols. god,please have mercy on this humble soul..*laughs*

and so, i decided to take a break and went to school. not springfield, but srjc. yes, back to the college for the wonderful event of 19th council investiture. worth my absence in springfield for srjc? hmmm... kinda.. but, i'm glad i met the 16th. shaf, lala, shasha, woan ling, ivan(wazzy.. u know i see like every sec rite?*laughs*) and other councillors from 15th and 17th too. i was especially high when we cheered on our council cheer and *ahem* when the whole ceremony was over.haha! but, sadly, all my favourite teachers have left the school. dr wong, mr singh, miss ong and many more. i didn't even get to see mdm ainon because she was having classes that morning. what a total bummer!

but all in all, it was really nice to see the councillors again. be it the 15th, 16th, 17th, 18th or 19th. i miss council. i miss getting unneccesarily stress and panic over little mistakes in council. i miss wearing my sr uniform. i miss my welfare com, pr comm and of course the excos. i miss the TAs. i miss brainstorming for proposals. i miss discere servire. i miss learning valuable lessons from council. i miss those days. those memories are just so priceless and we only have pictures, in our mind to keep them alive. here are a few sweet memories and i'll upload the pics soon k. *hugs*






Monday, July 17, 2006

my sunday was all about......



yes... laughing non-stop.(tsk tsk, so narcisisstic of me!haha.)

and, of course, celebrating the gorgeous bari'ah's 21st birthday together with my 6 butt sistas!!! lovelylovelysunday. it was so wonderful to meet the craziest classmates i ever had in jc 1 and catching up on old times. little did i know that kana and bari'ah has started school, together with kana's mum. so adorable. haha! and.... after 7 months and 29 days, i finally received my birthday from bari'ah. it was kind of funny for her to pass me my present when it was her birthday. but, i'm glad that she liked the escada, pacific paradise perfume that su and me bought for her! guess i've to wait for another 2 months to meet all the 6 of them, for kana's birthday. but as for now, i better catch my sleep soon for teaching tommorrow. and i'm hoping that the school would call eme so that we can see each other! alright then, time to sleep. good night world:)))whatalovelysunday!




Saturday, July 15, 2006

dammit! my tagboard is damn cuckoo-fied can? what's wrong with it? moodswings or just period? -urgh-

16th July 2006. Bari'ah's 21st Birthday! i'm super excited to meet my 6 butt sistas tommorrow because it has been eons since i last met kana and bari'ah especially. all those pillow fights and *ahem* butt-slapping in the student lounge was just totally crazy! i really miss those days where sanity was never in our dictionary.period.haha.

anyway, i bought bari'ah's present just now, along with teresa. she came up with this brilliant idea and i think bari'ah would love it. obviously, there were a myriad of choices for the chosen "gift". but i think the one that i chose is just so so so bari'ah. su agreed to it too and we are sharing bari'ah's present. can't wait to give her tommorrow:)) talking about birthdays, i have yet to buy presents for the july babies too. su, pat, nadi, is and TERESA!!! and for my dearest cousin, nadi, it has to be something really special because it's your 21st. (so, beyotch, you tell me what you want and i'll try to get it for you k:))

and oh yes. finally, a school called me for relief teaching and i'm enjoying it! no no.. it's not because the students are all angelic and nice. in fact, they are waayyy naughtier than the previous school i taught last year. but, i'm loving this school because most of the relief teachers are from either the 86' or 85' batch! and the best part of it all, khadijah and raudha are relief teaching there too:)though we were almost invisble towards each other during jc days, i'm glad we met there so that i won't be so lonely afterall. and i made two new friends there too. keryn and eme. they rock bigggg time and with friends like this, i think they will definitely lighten my "sufferings" by the secondary school students. haha! but sadly, most of them are leaving early aug. khadijah and keryn are leaving on aug 7th because their schools are re-opening soon. eme leaves a week after that for her training at silkair. and raudha will leave two weeks after that for her last year sem in nus. and me? i'll probably stay as long as i can because i want to earn a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot of money. hopefully, i wil achieve my target( minus my neccessities expenses, of course!) haha. oh wells, it's not impossible. so i'm working towards it. :)))

Thursday, July 13, 2006

these are my fairygodmothers. well, they don't exactly grant me 3 wishes such that it appears at the flick of the wand. but honestly, they were the backbone of 16th.(duh-uh) that's why they were the president and the vice-president. anyways, i miss them a lot and i'm glad that we will be meeting next week for 19th council investiture. 19th? hmmm. that's like three batches after us. time really flies. i feel as though i just got invested in council. going haywire bout my schoolwork and stuffs. but, one thing for sure, i'll never forget the sensational feeling after the 17th took our place. it felt as though the heaviest weight had been lifted! miss you guys and hope to see all of them next week:)

event: 19th council investiture
venue: srjc hall.
date: 20th July 2006
time: 7.45a.m

those who are confirm going:

1)chryst
2)aisha
3)wazzy
4)me
5)chunmin
6)wailing

ayn!!pat!!!sharf!!! please comeeee... i miss my oihoi!!!!
the rest im not sure though. but it will be great if you guys are there. so, see you guys there alright? *hugs*









ayn, sharf and pat? made up your mind yet???? *laughs*
tell me asap k.miss you-s!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

OH.MY.GOD.

COLPLAY twisted logic tour concert, was gazillion times beter than having an orgasm. i swear. that was how goooooooooooooood it was. though hafi and i didn't really get to see the patterns of the laser beams and stuffs, we had our share of fun up there. singing along with them, screaming on top of our lungs and dancing our asses off! the lighting was superb. crowd was hyped up(duh-uh!).music made me super high and tonight, TONIGHT, i'm definitely sleeping with chris martin *laughs*

one fucking helluva concert that i will remember for life!!!















*SCREAMS!!!!!!!*
i want to rewind that period of time and lock it in time forever. HAHA.

Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand…


i'm serious!

Monday, July 10, 2006

if i had a gun now, i would shoot marco materazzi, kick his balls hard and staple his foul mouth permanently. i have no idea what he said to zidane that caused him that red card. i guess it must have been something really awful. but then again, professionalism is a key aspect of that game and zidane failed to portray that. what a way to bid farewell. -sigh- but you were a great player! :)



bravo italia! BRAVO! hats off to italy for all the hard work and consistency throughout this season:)so yesterday's match was the end of world cup 06' no more cannavaro, no more ballack, no more kaka, no more no more no more! but hello sweet child of mine! yes yes, i've been spending each minute of the day with redha and zikry( besides tutoring, like duh-uh) because my sister needs my help. but, i simply love being a babysitter, they are just so so so adorable:))




Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Never Argue with a Woman

One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides
to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take
the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book.

Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and
says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"

"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?")

"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.

"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."

"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any
moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."

"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman.

"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but
you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment."

"Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.

MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's likely she can also think.

HAHA.. got this e-mail from lakh,taran's mum and i've always loved her forwared emails. funny, witty and motivational. so yeap, never argue with a woman yeah?*laughs* SHE will always get what she wants and needs,anytime,anywhere.(ROITE!haha.. just kidding guys) but, i guess, it's totally different when woman vs woman huh? hmmmmmmmm......
the last few seconds that mattered. two goals in the 119th minute. the match between Germany and Italy was definitely worth my eye bags and panda eyes. *laughs* frankly, i think Italy deserved to win the match. I could be biased because i don't fancy the German players(except Ballack..HAHA). but, their defence was superb, especially by Cannarova and of course, not forgetting the the player of the day, pirlo! bravo italia, see you in berlin!

anyways, i can't wait for tonight's portugal and france match. hopefully my parents would allow me to watch the match at a field beside tamps mrt with ili, hud and lydia.*fingers crossed* it's hard to predict who will face italy in the finals though. but, i think france was excellent during the quaterfinals. will it be the same for semis? we shall see....

i'm actually carrying redha now while blogging, because he just loves to be carried all the time. the moment i put him down, he shed crocodile tears and makes so much noise, which left me no choice but to carry him. the only time he will keep quite is either when he is sleeping soundly, or when is super full. you can tell the satisfaction on his face. HAHA.
but, i think it's a good form of exercise for me to carry him because, he is getting heavier and heavier day by day. and also, i'm having fun "exercising" because redha can now make cute noises, smile and laugh!!! so adorable.

and oh yes, he just had a haircut at the barber the other day. the more i look at him the more HUMPTY-DUMPTY he is. no wonder he loves the song. cutie pie!:)


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

a little something about me that you would want to know. but, if time permits, i will write more next time okie? :)

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm scared of cats, dogs and creepy-crawlers. but, i seriously do wish to get over it*gulps*

2) I lost 5kg in a few days because of a really awful break-up:(((

3) I was of quite a prominent figure, positively and negatively, in secondary school, because my dad was a malay teacher/soccer coach/discipline master.

4) I would usually breathe through my mouth if my friends/family members/strangers smoke beside me or near me.

5) I'm a crybaby and I ever cried almost everyday for two whole weeks when i got to know that i didn't get into tjc, after first 3 months.-wails-

5) I hugged the principal of srjc(mrs kok) and sang her a birthday song in front of 539057039758457498404 srjcians and teachers before :s

6) I discovered my hidden talent when i was made the juara of gema temasek in 2003 and also, sing a small part of GPA for srjc in 2004 :)
i think i understand why some of us don't get it sometimes. we need something enormous as a meteorite to hit our dormant brains to get the point. and guess what? i've been there and done that. we may feel blinded, cheated, betrayed, vindicated or close to killing oneself for being in such a difficult and complex position. being stubborn is obviously an understatement.and not to mention, ego. and the worse part of it all, to some of them, it seems trivial, but to us, it screams "OH.MY.GOD!!!" but at the end of the day, as cliche as it may sound, you always, always have to look at the brightside of it all and thank god that it happend for a reason.
good riddance.gone.for.good.