wahhhhhhhhhhhh. i have never been bedek that bad my whole life before, till THAT one fine day at the library and outside 2.10. thanks hor Mark. really really thanks hor.
but the way he said it was so convincing that i really thought that he was an African guy, especially after he said something something "BESARRRRR" yes, in malay. that supposedly-African guy turned out to be a Chindian and he played along too.wahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
haha.

i like the very fact that TTM has a million and one accurate meanings to it! like totally la.
teenage mutant ninja turtle pun jadi laaaa, syirin.

wahhh. and die la, i can see the Anak Hasan joke being passed on generations after generations in the kodoks community. super paisey cannn. but surprisingly, i still find it funny la. and of course, shidah's most updated mondok act with a better version. yanie, come back, quick!
heh.

all in all, korang merepek laaaa.
butttttt, thanks for rocking my school life.seriously.
sayang kawan-kawan.

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this is too much.
slept at around 1.45 a.m and the next thing i knew, i woke up at 3 a.m. it doesn't feel as though it was 3 a.m but one and half hours later, i am STILL very much awake. at this moment, i don't feel like touching any books that i have borrowed, let alone studying. all i want to do at THIS very moment is to indulge into a deep sleep, preparing for a full day tommorrow. so i tried to sort out reasons why i couldn't exactly get a good night sleep and i guess the mini-drama that happened at night has got to be the salient one. in a way, it was a good thing that i wasn't wearing my contacts and oblivious to my surroundings, but amongst all, i do not know why i keep on thinking and brooding about it.this is too much and i find it a problem=( whatever it is, i don't wish for it to ever happen again. but even if it happpens, ALLAH is always there to protect us.

honestly, i think i had BETTER days. days when i need not be demanding, days when i need not ponder about straining relationships, days when i need not be ticked off and upset. all i know is that today is a lesson i need in life. a lesson which prepares me in a few months time in the very unpredictable world. when i thought i had learned enough for standing up for my rights, i guess giving it a little more push ought to do the complete job. countless attempts have been made and innumerable empty promises have been broken. but today, just today, i had to do what i have to do because when enough is enough, it transcends all limits and break emotional barriers and reality sets in. i tend to not realized it six months ago as probably i was just too immersed in it, but half a year gone, i really need to do something about it. i couldn't thank you enough for my friends who have "motivated" me one way or another. i guess, i shouldn't just FEEL it. but i should FEEL and SAY it, rationally. if time permits, i will not stop doing what i love, but there are always, ALWAYS better ones out there which probably got its BASICS RIGHT.

and

SERIOUSLY,

I can't WAIT for tommorrow to come.

HAPPY 22nd, my favourite emo-girl!!! =P

part of the preparation for nat's birthday video. some of the girls did dikir which was super hilarious, with salmah who came up with lyrics. can't remember all of them but it is so so nat la!!

our emo girl is our natasha;
eyeliner cannot forget la
she's also an avid biker,
at starbucks she's a barista!

damn paisey la when i saw the video at her surprise party. this obviously shows that i can't be an auk-auk or a juara, but a semangat gils babs audience. haha!

the night before her surprise party, together with sal, taha and faisal. we were so afraid that either one of us might burst the bubble and trueee enough, taha did, but thank GOD nat didn't get it. haha.
OKAY, what's up with guys being soooooo loving and affectionate towards each other these days?! sheesh. first it was aizat and dzar(previous entry) and now them! taha must have missed faisal so so much back in sarawak, the land of orang IBAN. IBAN K. i said it correctly.

on the actual day! i salute mash and zaf for their class A decor! the banner, the lights, the PLANNING and everything else. i will definitely want to hire you guys as my creative directors for my wedding. reallie reallie nice can!

FOOD! FOOD was superb i tell you. hafie's kiesh(i dunno how to spell la), dayah's food treasures, firah's brownies. i was super high on sugar. jumping around for god-know-what-reason. i wish i had that kind of energy all the time for schoolwork which is piling up =( but reallie reallie, the food was sedap nak mampos and it taste wayyyyyyyyy better than catering food. yeay to potluck! haha.

salmah: did you buy the lopez or did you make them?
hafie arrifin: i made them.
all of us: oh my god you made them???
me, still in disbelief.
hafie oasis: YOU MADE THEM? you are SO GETTING MARRIED. so so getting married.

damn funny can! but it is true she's getting married. but i am not sure when exactly. but what i do know is that she bakes very well! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

EVERYONE! HUGGGGGGGGGGG NAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HURRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

=P

played taboo where both the BIKERS and BARISTAS almost brought down the house.

<3>

and yes, salmah, we alllllllllllllllll succeeded. yeah!
okay dah!
nak berak, bubbye.
and ili!!! omgggg you ahhhh
you owe me
BIGGGGGGGGG TIMEEEEEEEEEEE k!
=P

p.s: the rest of the pics are my flickr k. so go see! :)

so, my mum went to Indonesia recently and bought the tudungs, Indonesian style, which is apparently veryyy stylooo according to zikry.

me: zikry! which tudung do you want wanbuk to wear? the old one or the new one?
zikry: the old one!
me: why! because the new one, wanbuk looks like SPIDERMAN!.

i love my one-liner kiddo can!

take a look at his mentel smile.

95867947694576984768 years after jc, met up with sr seniors and juniors.haha!

me: so, aizat what have you been up too?not working?
aizat: nope. but everyone in my house is working. my mom, my dad, my sister and even my MAID is working.

-____________-
tell me something new about him la ah...
and dzar, a music teacher?
we have got have to have more faith in those kiddos!

we are sane!

despite the mountainous food on our plates!

and they are reallie insane!
cannot stopp laughing with them ard laaa.

and we are loving our new lipstick colour
like totally!

hahahahaha. so merepek la those days when i wake up not worried about a thing called school. but oh wells, holidays are over and nowwwwwww i am weeks away from prelims. not exactly something nice to look forward too. but will pull through,will pull through,despite the fact that time ticking away too fast=(

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay bye!