Tuesday, January 27, 2009

BATMANNNNNNNNNNN!!!!:)
sayang bangatttt!



the super efficient organiserrr-MONAsss.
and the orgasmic wafflesssss.


aunty din heh-py or whattt.


with Usher on the ferry.RITE.haha.





life is a holiday baby!
treasure every single second of it.
the good, the bad and the ugly.
kata, JUTAWANNN.
(millionare!)
haha.
*hugs

Monday, January 19, 2009

what do you normally think of before you sleep?

back then when i was in secondary school, almost each night before i sleep, i would conscientiously take the effort to ask myself, "what have i learned today?" i thought about what i did in the classroom and back at home. I vividly remembered the words of Ms Chia(my-then english teacher) in how she helped and encouraged me in more ways than one. This conscious effort in which i inculcated somehow made me stronger and wiser while i was panicking in the examination hall in my finals.

now, almost each night before i sleep, i would naturally ask myself, "what happened today?" sometimes i would chuckle myself in bed thinking about the lame jokes that my dad told us, ; like his own interpretations of buangkok, sometimes i would cry to sleep just thinking about the movie i just watched-'seven pounds' and sometimes i would smile in the kind gesture of that stranger who helped that blind man in the mrt. afterwhich, i would think of how lovely my family is, when we have birthday celebrations, hari raya and all sorts of wonderful gatherings. and then, i asked myself, "what will happen tomorrow?" that's when it gets scary and stormy and dark. of course we would all like to look on the bright side and think only positively. but when a dear friend of mine experienced a family tragedy last december, it never fails to haunt me till today. i cannot imagine any of the unfortunate events happening to my loved ones because they are too precious to me. it's something beyond any of our control and nothing much we can do about it. however, given a choice, its good to give something with all that we can within our control *hugs. i hope she's doing fine, as well as her family.

The movie, "seven pounds" impacted me deep because if not for that movie, i wouldn't feel this way and wailed buckets&buckets in the cinema.
Will Smith is such an awesome actor and Seven Pounds was very very impactful. I should stop crying now as tomorrow brings a new day and new breathe of fresh air.*hugs

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

yesterday,when zak called me,he GENUINELY asked,

" are you still worried about the world?"

kurangHASAM punyer budakkkk. yes yes, i don't deny i was seriously over-reacting about the whole issue. you can only imagine how freaking EMOTIONAL and INSANE i was over the last weekend when i read the news online, especially how different the two countries potrayed about the recent developments. i had thoughts of becoming a soldierrrr and thoughts of even becoming a doctorrrr to help the innocent victims. i didn't know what was going through my mind but i knew i was emotionally involved in the crisis. pretty funny though, when i tried to picture myself as a superwoman, flying 859385934593km to Gaza and trying to save the world!haha. my imagination was going wild and out about everything and anything. but after talking to my colleague, she said this line and it made me have a peace of mind.

"anything that is good or bad, do NOT let it affect you for more than 30 seconds"

somehow or rather, i felt at ease and was able to focus on the necessary. no doubt it only contains 17 words but that very 17 words was probably one of the many many best medication to my emotional well-being. funny how these words are just words, but people can be so affected by it. it's not as though it's a punch or an atomic bomb but i guess it's really how much"vitamins" we read and internalize everyday and keep us emotionally healthy. i know fo-SHO i am going to need truckloads and truckloads of it, and of course, lotsa lotsa of fun,love and happiness.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

hello beautiful world! peace?

if only the solutions to ANY problems in this universe is as easy.

love everyone
learn from own or other people's mistakes
and
make it right.

seriously, eversince the mumbai bombings and the attacks at Gaza, i have somehow been emotionally involved in all this. i don't remember the same feeling when i was a student a year back where my focus in life is to do well in school. but now, with more responsibilities in life, everything that's happening around the world is affecting me and it's really scary. it doesn't help the fact that many of those who suffered are young children. young INNOCENT children.many times i question myself, why why why do conflicts have to happen? is it so hard to reach an agreement and stick by it? is it so hard to be patient and be appreciative to what we have? is it so hard to do good? the only thing we can do is control the controllables. one, is our emotions, two, is our rationality and three, our actions. so, put it to good use and continue to spread the love, generously.*hugs.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

looking back, there are so so many things i want to pen down about 2008. overall,it had been a really REALLY "challenging-blessed" year for me.i never thought i can overcome my fear and worries and i never thought that the positive-impossible things can really happen. there are so many discoveries that i made about myself and many more things about life i learned from others. though those challenging moments were stressful and nail-biting, it was fun to go through it.maybe because its a novelty, maybe because its simply challenging my capabilities, but whatever reason it is, it excites me to learn more. but none of these could have happened without the support. support from my own constant positive-mind attitude and support from family members, friends and strangers alike. *hugs

Happy 2009 Hunny-bunnies and this is my favourite wish i received and would love to share it with you;

life is short,
break the rules,
forgive and forget quickly,
love truly,
laugh uncontrollably
and
never regret anything that made you smile.

Have a FANTASTIC 2009, everymonth, everyday,everyhour,everyminute,everysecond.