why is my niece, Nur Insyirah Nabilah so so sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute?

why ah?

how ah?

how ah how ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?

"This is what i call, the EDUCATED IDIOT"

LMAO

Emotional insecurity

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Insecurity may cause shyness, paranoia and social withdrawal,

or alternatively it may encourage

compensatory behaviors such as arrogance,aggression,

or bullying, a principle enshrined in the

phrase "all bullies are cowards." Many people suffer a

period of insecurity during puberty,

which gives rise to a lot of the stereotypical

behaviors of adolescents.

Also, sometimes people who have

a strong character can actually

suffer from emotional insecurity.

They may subconsciously have a

naturally strong character to hide inner personal feelings.

"You got clobbered! what the hell happened man? The other team didn't just beat you, they annihilated you!"

"I have more respect for a boxer that is in big trouble and goes out and gives everything and sometimes gets knocked down then a boxer who quits at his corner. I hate seeing a boxer quitting in his corner"

how about "You can't fire me, I quit !" lol, well, again, what is the range and context. highly, higly dependent on tt. after which, we question is it really worth it? whatever Michelle has signed off to, the opportunity better be damn good.

to sum it up,

my october has been awesome(eventhough it is not the end of it yet) and will always remember the lessons learnt from acta and the people that i have met.

when i am 35 and have kidssssss, i want to have a body like sharine.

when i am 62, i want to have the energy, the enthusiasm, the child-love, the sense of humour like david.

when i am 25, i want to be as successful, as influential, as effective, like isa.

when i am 29, i want to get my masters in THAT particular field, be very specific,clear and efficient like leonard.

when i am 65, i want to do the same thing like adrian and be at a platform where i can influence people around the world.

where i am now(not John's age), eventhough i have shake it up on a lot of things, i still want to offer my learners a different perspective and not only by the books.in John's work, "eh, never mind, come come, we only live once. hahahahahha"

when i get married(InsyaAllah, InsyaAllah), i want to do something with my husband and make the world a better place by embarking on a project like cheng hong and winston.

where i am now, i hope to be as articulate and hardworking to write a reflective journal everyday like kate.

when i decide to reside/migrate/study for awhile elsewhere, i want to be as comfortable, as bubbly like sheeba.

where i am right now, i have also learnt that,

when i have my own company, i will must not be selfish, arrogant and unappreciative.

i have to be very careful in choosing who are my friends,acquantices and those who are in my personal space no matter where i am.

i am very capable of detaching my emotions to unworthy moments to some friends.

i will try my level best to help myself first without being standoffish to the people around me.

listening has a greater power than talking.

and questioning has the greater power than listening.

lastly, before i die, i hope to learn as many things as i can and apply it at the best possible way to benefit myself and everyone.

it is going to be an amazing ride.

oh yeah,

THIS.IS.MY.ADVENTURE.

and i am beyondddddddddddddd EXCITED.

you know what.

i will never allow any of them to be like you.

in fact, i will NEVER be like you.

because i WILL NOT ALLOW IT.

the WORDS and TONES that you use are DESPICABLE, DISRESPECTFUL, DEGRADING and VERY VERY VERY HURTFUL.

i am aware. i have always been aware. better dealing at it. but that doesn't mean it leaves me unhurt. in fact, it leaves me a stronger person to deal with this NONSENSE.

it is nonsense.

pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.