let's all go Malaysia and celebrate Pak LAH's wedding with Jeanne AbdulLAH LAH!!! well, of course we are all happy for him that he found a new companion, bLAH bLAH bLAH. but seriously, SERIOUSLY, i neeeed a holidayyy!!! and i don't freaking care if it is in Malaysia, boy! or even JB, and spend one night there too. haha. well, i guess my parents sms-es must be have been the reason as to why i so badly want to go for a holiday. "we are now at the medditteranean island of Ahwat enjoying the beautiful scenary of the sea" yadda yadda yadda. how i wish i could enjoy the view as well. oh wells, knock knock, *REALITY CHECK* that was then and now is NOW. now Sofi is quite broke and looking for a job is her top-notch priority, got a few calls here and there. all have yet to be confirmed. but whatever it is, the whole job thingey is not entirely about the pay but more of something that looks good on my resume. so, we shall see how it goes:) looking forward to the 30th though:))

anyway, been mailto:sleeping@granny and sis's place lately and guess whaattttt? yesterday, out of the blue,red,yellow, while i was walking on the way to my sis place, i was chased by a crazyyyy dog! it was literally crazy/delusional/drunk. i was totally freaked out by it because never in a million years i thought it would happen to me at tt point of time and it did. if it wasn't for the lift, i guess i would be in a hospital by now. fine, fine, fine.i might be exaggerating, but reallie, it was very tey-ney-ney.

so, the past few days was spent catching up with my wonderful people. on monday, we went to su's shop to see her jual jualan. well, i know the pics are not clear at all, but if you look closely, you can see su, isk, me, satay together a stack of notes. no no, i am NOT studying for my modules next year. Mr. Iskandar had to finish marking his student's paper within a certain deadline. and so, the passionate and workaholic teacher marked the paper at the hawker centre while eating and yakking away. so rajin rite! haha

and su just totally ruled indonesian satay stall LAH!. you should see how she make her dapur berasap! she definitely have mastered every single technique of mee rebus, satay and mee soto tak nak taugey LAH! haha
you go girl!!!
then i met nut for lunch on wed afternoon. i am so bodoh LAH that i din know we can actually add java chips to any drinks at starbucks. nat ordered vanilla java chip frap which is so sinful but who-the-hell-cares-cos-it's-nice anyways! so go try k! ask nat to do it! she has her own personal touch to it! haha:))

later that night: finally, FINALLY, al,kat,sinping and the whole world ended their last dreadful paper, LBO. it's about time man! we all ate @sakura and ordered as though we din eat for a million years. with alecia around, that is bound to happen. many food=happy people.haha:)

we of course, cam-whored at random places and alecia make a funny big fuss about her new hairband that she just bought. tee-hee-hee.

kat: okie, let's take a peekture

all: alright

kat: 1,2,3 smile!

all: that's a nice pic

alecia: no! cannot see my hairband!!!

all: *slaps forehead!

and poor kat had to endure our irri-noying acts while we go, "eh ! felicia chin! felicia chin can i have your autograph please? felicia chin can i take a picture with you?"

haha. i swear we acted as though we were 8, playing with polly pockets and barbie dolls. giggled at each other's jokes, playing with accesories and just wanted to have a girly good time. though the meet up lasted for only a few hours, i know for sure that these crazy times are truly treasured even when i am old and feeble. so *cheers* to us all! huggies!

just when i thought i forgot how to drive, i am one step closer to lightning mcqueen! haha. so, yuppp had my practice with my bro-in-law, sis, the nephews and bro-in-law sister after such a loooooong time. drove up all the way to from maria ave to NUH and i guess i am a little bit more confident in driving, though i need to build my resilience and defensive driving. which now, brings me to the next question, why NUH? to visit my bro-in-laws relatives who just got into an accident. tell me how perfect is that. here i am, trusting myself that i can do my magic with the 4-wheeled vehicle after so long and there they are telling me calmly, oh... we are visiting our cousin who got in an accident yesterday. so,me being me, tried my very best to stop thinking about it and think everything is going to be fine. so of course psycho-ing helps with professional help from Dr. Su, Dr. Ili and Dr. Yasmin. haha. and i also learned that even at a very slow speed a major accident can happen too. so, in conclusion, let's be very very safe when driving yeah. then, abg imran, kak irda, zikry and i went to town to have dinner. everything was nice till zikry stood up and hold his pantat saying, " i want to poo-poo" so, abg imran went to assist him. after 95948543985855834593 mins later, abg imran came back saying, "wahhh... this zikry ah, poo-poo damn long, and just now, he said.... i have 7 poo-poo. you wanna see?" i know i know, it's disgusting. but hello! a 5 year-old kid saying that, its disgustingly cute la. haha. oh wells, you have no idea how much lil zikry has influenced us a lot especially the way he talks like, "EXECUSEEEE MEEEE!" and his slang in saying"WHERE you goING?" haha. funny! so adorable:)))

mum and dad are having a rockin' time in damascus. papa sms-ed me, telling how SHIOK sekali it was in damascus. which was the exact words used in the message. and nadi, nadi, nadi made me go wild and beyond cos she knows i am most vulnerable at this particular area. shopping! more of online shopping, to be exact. yes, i know, i am super laggard. but now since i am taking a break for awhile, i guess i deserve to be pampered:) so wheeeeeee:) alrighty! i have tom to look forward too. and i have a feeling Mr. Sun is going to be brighter. so, *schmilez*

:) highlight of the this week got to be that my long-awaited final paper for year two is finally over. esap paper was alright though i was kinda paranoid initially(ask shidah. haha) don't make me talk about accounts. i felt a little bit cheated with the level of difficulty, with FIFO and LIFO all in the balance sheet:(( but oh wells, whatever it is, i am glad it's over. so so over!!! :)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

so, my academic year for year 2 has come to an end. i think it was been a BOMBastic year, especially every wednesdays and thursdays(MacIdon!!) of the week. i really dun know how will i fair for my exams this time round but one thing for sure, i definitely enjoyed year 2 in every single way more than year 1. made more wonderful friends, loving the units tt i did( and learned that sinping has a new name, dum dum! (haha! no la.. just kidding dearie. i still love u! you can smack shidah now:p) but thank you alecia, kat, sinping, agnes, shidah,sharon,yanieee,lydia,nad,ash and manymanymany more of you-ssssss for the kick-ass year. HUGGIES!!

and for those of you who have been reading the papers regarding the blunder in soci paper, i am not affected by it. but sadly, most of the year 1's are. UOL ommitted 2 questions in the last section in the soci paper which i think was quite unprofessional. it's quite sad for those who studied real hard for the last section and hoping to see that ray of light from there but for those who didn't, i guess they can shake their booty! haha. oh wells, let's hope it doesn't happen again in the future though marks won't be penalized for the mistake UOL made. Insya'Allah.

so, since it was the last paper, i thought i was going to be all healthy and pink. but nooooooo...... a few hours before the paper i was sneezing my ass off non-stop and disturbing practically everyone in the exam hall. so so irri-noying! little did i know syirin had a bad flu too. so after the paper, i saw some happy faces,while some sad. me and syirin looked as though we just came back from post-mortem with our pale, white faces. buttt, i felt better much better when i met aziela after the paper. we talked, of course, about a lot of stuffs. stuffs that makes me question why, how and what this and that. but hopefully, things will be better in the future for her and for me. as what she said, tough times don't last, tough woman do in every single way! so you go girl! :)

that very same night, met the study buddies@arabstreet and went to ambrosia at 11pm. of course i went home first, get changed after i met aziela, since she went for netball training. nad and ash wanted to go elsewhere but since her cousin was there so we hung out there for awhile before we hit supper. it was super nice to see them again though i had to wait for 45 mins for them to siap! haha.

ash being so mentel, oblivious to the people at kampong glam cafe who was trying to figure out what in the world this sexy lady is doing. haha.

on the steps of ambrosia. i love the biji-biji langsir or whatever you call it la. haha

and the star decor looks like what i bought for wazzy for her birthday. i think the star that i bought for her is nicer.

tee-hee-hee.

@3am. heh.

and tt sums up the day or night of my 1st day of exam-freee freedom! exams are over and now i can come out and play!!! so excigiting.

so the next day, i met up with farah and wazzy. i was practically screaming and jumping at that saying "exams are over!!!" and i got two different responses.

farah: orang dah lamer dah dabis la.... hahahahaha

wazzy: wha... thanks ah. my term test is next week..... hahahaha.

yes yes, my school exam schedule is so spread out that i can grow a beard then. it's not necessarily good or bad but whatever it is, EXAMS ARE OVER. lalalalalala! haha. okay wazzy, don't kill me. don't worry dear, you will do fine!!! it's going to be over in 6 days time! so gambatte misaki sitoshi (is tt how u spell it? haha. sorry if i spelt it wrongly hun)

then we penyet-penyet the ayam together @luckyplaza. so sedapppppppp i tell you but i so cannot tahan the pedas that i almost finished my chendol first after 2 spoonful of the rice, sambal and ayam. haha. and wazzy was telling me about her traumatizing experience of ayam penyet in her school that the makcik vendor literally penyet the ayam or smashed the ayam. do they really do tt???? i thought it was just a tittle. haha

:)))) and so, after tt fiery meal, we shopped till i almost dropped because the GSS is just so so crazyyyy. not to mention tt it was filled with ppl, but shiok too! haha spent mostly on dresses, not sure whether it's of practical use for any of my jobs currently or in the future. but i love them, who cares haha!*gulps* right sofi. better save up soon. then i met nat@starbucks for awhile and god! i miss tt girl to atoms. glad we are meeting on wed next week before i meet the rest! yeahh!!! and then, i met nadi after 98579428759374893 years. yes, she's busy with her careeer now and me with school. yes, stuck in school and yes, nadi working, full-time. very FULL-time which means i only get to meet her after work or go to her workplace just like su. miss banyak banyak!

then me and nadi head off to the weding @samar with all the mak-sss. me and nadi was like UN when mak adi was USA and mak lela&mak ati was Iraq. damn hilarious laaa they merajok-merajok. my aunts can be very good in acting i tell you. well, the decorations was beautiful and different. they had arab music and dancers. no no, not belly dancers, but more of lompat-lompat dancing. (haha. is tt how you describe it? i'm just guessing.haha.)

couldn't really capture the bride cos there were so many people, inside and outside. but you can see my cousin who's my tuition kid in red. funny guy. no. funny pakcik but, fun to teach though he can be irri-noying at times too.

i know it's already a lonng entry but there's so much i want to say. and i am quite lazzyyy to write already. but basically, in a nutshell,

1) i love my part-job, love the people that i am working with, nice&funny people, funny, cheeky kids.

2) mummy and daddy are in Damascus, Syria and will go Dubai after that trip. hopefully they find me a nice husband there. wakakakakaka. right sofi. and they left the car@home. duhhh!!!! yes yes, i know what you are thinking. but sis won't let me drive alone especially after midnight and till i mastered my driving.

3) me and minmin are going crazy cos my parents are not in town for the next 10 days and she can have the car after midnight. so, WOOOOHOOOOO!!!

4) i need to find a job asap. not those simple good-money jobs. but a 9-5 job job. probably going to job agency on monday. and salmah!! come back from indon soon k! then we can job hunt tog alogn with minmin:)

5) i miss you, yes you and you. so, su!!! i will keep tt day for you whenever you are free okay. tatia!! jiayou in exams. and the rest of you, we will meet pretty soon k!*AGREATBIGHUG*

oh oh!

sayang banyak-banyak!!!
ok, dah.

tu ajer

:)

teyneyneyney la! hmprh!

khai, i have got to agree with you. not only do i sound like dory, i even look like dory and most important of them all, i think like dory!! one minute i can speak about anything under the sun regarding Milgram's obedience study and the next min, POOF! it's gone. well, i guess i really need to seek professional PSYCHO-logist help rather than studying one. -sheesh- one more paper to go. satu.ika.wahid.runder(tamil.correct?no?haha)! :)))))

and did i say Jordin rocked the stage during the finals??? i am effing proud of her! and at the age of 17, that's definitely an amazing talent. all that i can remember when i was 17 was probably suffering in C Maths with Mr Tan and running 2.4. haha.
anyway, hola people! :)) the 'studyin camp' has been quite fruitful and fun i must say. met a couple of new friends and friends-friend. some papers were tey-ney-ney but others were not too bad. i am really hoping that my last paper would be nice and not evil. so, all the best to you too!:)

so, nad and ash are graduating this year, which means i don't get to see them as often. -wails- but it's alright, those days ROCK-ed, even with the most boring activity and tom,dick or harry can think of, studying!!!!

on the 22nd May, lil zikry. a.k.a lil rascal turned 5 and celebrated his mailto:birthday@swensens. and i especially love this picture because lil redha a.k.a lil buddha was focusing on the ice-cream and lil zikry was trying his best to focus his eyes on the camera. can you imagine if redha could talk by now? he would probably be saying, "Hey bro! get your hands off my neck and ice-cream! this is mine! all mine!!!!" which somehow leads to the question who is the bigger brother? oooooooooh. u don't know what that lil budha is very capable of. haha!!!

see! i told you! just look at the expression on redha's face! geram!

and he turned 1 too on the 25th April where we celebrated@ShahiMaharani. it was amazing to see how somehow or rather this lil redha a.k.a lil buddha knows that it we were celebrating his birthday. he was very well-behaved, grooved to the hindustani music(which was very entertaining) and he practically ate everything from one end of the table to the other end! but what i love most is of course the live-band of hindustani music which was very soothing to my ears. so so watching more hindi films after ESAP!

sayang banget!

very extra! we know! haha

i know this entry is super-lambatnakmampos. but i still luv u! and i know u still luv me! happpie 21st tya! that pizza hut incident with the waiter was classic. okie, here we go again.

1....

2..

3.

hahahahaha

semua hadirin hadirat sekalian, saya akan pergi jauh dari sini sementara, oleh kerana sudah lambat mahu ketemui encik rashida untuk mempelajari psikologi. baiklah, say akan minta ampun dan minta diri dahulu. moga-moga bahagia selalu. rindu banget sama semua.

haha. damn rojak la my malay. i know i know. such a shame to my dad. what kind of prodigy he has. but oh wells, till wed, last paper last paper!!!!!!!! wheeeeeee:)))))

tagborad board under-renovation. and tey-ney-ney-ney la.

''Yusuf Islam - My Mother''

Who should my give your love to?

My respect and My honour to?

Who should I pay good mind to - after Allah, And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hold you

And clean you and clothe you

Who used to feed you

And always be with you?

When you were sick, stay up all night, Holding you tight?

That’s right no other, my Mother

Who should you take good care of, Giving all my love?

Who should you think the most of - after Allah And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother, Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hear you Before you could talk?

Who used to hold you Before you could walk?

And when you fell, who’d pick you up?

Clean your cut?

No one but, your Mother, your Mother

Who should you stay right close to?

Listen most to?

Never say no to – after Allah And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother, Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then you Father

Cause who used to hug you

And buy you new clothes?

Comb your hair and blow your nose?

And when you cried who wiped your tears?

Knows your fears?

Who really cares?

Your Mother Say Alhamdulillah,

Thank you Allah

Thank You Allah for my Mother

HAPPY BELATED MUMMY'S DAY EVERYONE!

:)

i want to walk out of the exam hall after every paper feeling good about it. But as of now, the probability of that is 0.000000001. at times i feel as though i have forgotten what i have studied and there are times that i am on the roll with that subject. now, with less than two weeks before the daunting exams, there must'nt be room for any panic-attacks, sudden breakdowns and "turned-off topic moods".and even if those annoying busters come, i will remember HAPPY FEET, you,you,you and

the ABCs of achieving your dreams


Avoid negative sources, people, places, things, and habits.

Believe in yourself.

Consider things from every angle.

Don't give up, don't give in.

Enjoy life today. Yesterday is gone, and tomorrow may never come.

Family and friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches.

Give more than you planned to give.

Hang on to your dreams.

Ignore those who try to discourage you.

Just do it!!!

Keep on trying. No matter how hard it seems, it will get easier.

Love yourself first and most.

Make it happen.

Never lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal.

Open your eyes and see things as they really are.

Practice makes perfect.

Quitters never win, and winners never quit.

Read, study, and learn about everything important in your life.

Stop procrastinating.

Take control of your own destiny.

Understand yourself in order to better understand others.

Visualize it.

Want it more than anything.

X-celerate your efforts.

You are unique. In all God's creation, nothing can replace you.

Zero in on your target and go for it!!!



so, believe.
believe in your inner self.
believe through your sheer hard work.
believe in the beliefs of your loved ones.
and lastly,
believe in Allah who gives us strength and joy, even at our lowest moment.
Insya' Allah.

:(

there there.

let's take a break from the excrutiating exams preparation and joget-joget to the beat okie? and since we celebrated redha's 1st birthday @ShahiMaharani and all the news headlines on abiash(or whatever the call it), what are you waiting for?




okayy. back to BOOks now

happy feeet su-shoeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

look at me ! look at me! i have two front lower teeth. i weellie weellie can't wait for the whole set of teeth to grow so that i can eat seafood,pizzas,pastas and manymany more with auntie sofi! oh anyway, hello! i am redha auntie sofi's nephew. auntie sofi has been weellie busy with exams preparations. but we had a great conversation this morning, though it was short. she wanted me to do a favour by updating her blog. so here it goose! and oh oh! i want chocalate mars bars for my 1st coming birthday okie? *schmilez*

1) last saturday, auntie sofi went for her friend's 21st party at aloha changi. she said she was weeellie high on sugar that she couldn't sleep the whole night. then, she asked me to guess how much it cost and i said, fifty cents! she gave me a look and said, noooooooooo, you need to times one thousand to that amount, redha. that is $500! i want that for my 1st party too!
tee-hee-hee.

oh, but then she said that the birthday girl is a nice girl and blessed with a really nice boyfriend. she buys for her almost everything she wants and doesn't need. i think she's blessed with a pretty face too. hello auntie aimin!

and there were pretty cupcakes too! the last time i saw cupcakes was when i watched disney playhouse about eleven months ago. i was probably one month old and it was featured in the show strawberry cupcakes. i didn't want to watch it but kakak min and sara wanted too and so, me and adam cried and got titis instead.

while eating the cake, she found a new friend. i think her name is audrey or agnes and each of them had huge portions of the cake. why didn't she bring meeee and abang zikry!!!

i tried counting the flowers and there were altogether 42 flowers. dracula from sesame street is going to be so proud of me!!! and is she 42 years old? but auntie sofi told me she's 21!! oh no... maybe i counted wrongly. okie i am going to count again. one, two, three.....

auntie sofi told me that those were cupcakes. but i find it so hard to believe because kakak min and sara always play with them in the toyroom. that's not fair! how come winnie the pooh bear doesnt come to life when i play with it? boo!

she said that flowers make her happy too. and so as abang zikry, wanbuk, yai and everyone else, especially meeeeeeeeeeee!!

lastly, she was so thankful that auntie alecia was there to boogey the night away. i still think she should have brought me along. okie. happy birthday auntie aimin!

2)last friday, auntie sofi's friend anushia graduated! she said that the three of them are reallie good frens because of the evil twins. u mean there are bad ppl out there? oh no... but dun worry, mama always says that Allah will protect us. so it will protect you too!

3)then on good friday the other day, i saw all the wan-s and the om-s. i wanted to play at the beach and play with the sand so that i can hide my feet but i came a little bit and didn't get to play.

and there were so many people there and abang afif loves taking pictures too like auntie sofi! hello abang afif.

rifqy! is my favourite cousin. and we are playing soccer this weekend at neverneverland. auntie diana and abang faris will probably win because we have small feet.

then that night, auntie sofi told me that they met a very pretty girl who was lost. i got scared and didn't dare to ask her. but auntie sofi and uncle isk and everyone else had fun too

i love my yai because everyone says that i look like him. i didn't know that i was cute. hello yai!

oh look! its meeeeeeeeeee. auntie sofi took this picture because mama didn't let me eat the mini cornetto. so i imagined i had an ice-cream in my hand. yummmy!

and i finally get to see auntie liza after so long. auntie sofi said that the whole family should travel again one day just like the other day. i weeliee had fun in langkawi!

4) and end of last month, auntie sofi and her friends celebrated auntie alecia's birthday! she said auntie alecia is 22 going to 2! yeah! auntie alecia can be my closest friend too! i am turning 1 next week!

5) auntie sofi is so happy that auntie wazyy is back from vietnam and she told me that i should meet up with danish one day! so when can i meet him auntie wazzy?

6) auntie sofi said the tagborad is sick and needed to go to the doctor real sooon. so that you can tag, but don't run away. so hello!!

7) she also said the world is a small place, surrounded by nice people and we need to look at the bright side of life. if that doesn't help, she says, tap you feet like happy feet! i don't understand, auntie su, please explain.

8) i can't wemember anymore.... but if i do... i will update more okie?

oh noooo... its getting late. i have to be at wanbuk's house early tom. okie dokie. goodnight everyone and goodnigth barney!=))

it's friday!!!!!

good friday that is. and it better be gooooooooooood. i am not saying that my tue,wed,thurs are baddddd. but today, it's going to be exceptionally good.(i hope):)) well, the family is hosting a chalet@costa sands today till tommorrow. though it was an impromtu decision made by my parents, i am really looking forward to it! i want to cycle-cycle, bury redha legs in the sand with his 5345843508 expressions, mingle around with the family members of daddy's and mummy's side and go out an adventure with the cousins at night and explore places just like the good ol' days. ooooooooooohh. so excigting! but come tommorrow, it's where london brdige comes tumbling after........ :((( at 8.3o sharp, i have to leave the chalet to go to school for OT revision class. well, the pigs will fly high if daddy lets me use his car to drive alone. and sadly, school only ends at 5. and it's glenn morgan himself, the chief examiner whose coming all the way down from london. so, i have no choice but to go for it:( whatever. but i am going to let my hair down and have a rockin' good time later!

and, what's the deal with the not-so-good tue,wed,thurs?

1) i witnessed someone having an epilepsy fits seizure right in front of my two eyes.
2) the family maid. -sigh- i literally don't know how to put it in words already.
3) wazzylove leaving me and khai for ten days to vietnam. (haha! so gay sia sofi)

so, that's what happened briefly and now, i want to be berak. so will update soon.
*hugs

i have a problem with me. a huge one. not only the subject me, but ME. as expected, i felt the presence of the ominous clouds looming over me. but, what i did not realize was, it was soon after. too soon after we truimph our success, too soon after we feel a sense of happiness that makes us fly to the moon and too soon after we ate that whole tub of sweet sinful chocolates ice-cream. the problem with ME is that it involves a grave amount of analytical thinking which is seriously problematic. and the problem with me, is that i think or believe so that, my eyes just can't seem to read between the lines. to achieve that, it involves a whole lot of patience understanding to answer the questions of why this and why that. funny how one can be meticulous but yet careless and enthusiastic but yet dead. i love who i am. but really, i would want to be a better ME. or be better in me. i understand it takes time to be your 'ideal self" and be happy at what you do. but as of now, i am not even close to my "ought self" to begin with. however the day will come, tonight or tommorrow, the sooner the better.

hopefully.hopeful.hope