for the past three weeks or so,

i finally found the time to visit isk's hall.
wanted to surprise isk, but ended up surprising su instead.

i remembered vividly the conversation su had with isk saying that i was a "super bitch" for cancelling on them; which was part of my surprise plan! grrr...( kau baik mintak ampun dengan aku hari raya ini tauu!haha=P)
according to isk, i was so excited that i was hyper-vantilating. bedekk sey isk! haha. and su was stoned-ly surprised because she slept quite the night before. but wheeeeee.... at least i am managed to keep the surprise long enough and unexpected! oh trust me, i always cock up surprises. haha.
then we went to the next wave@ucc one of those sats. created our own rendition of the next wave, which we can call the tsunami.
of elephant legs, su's yoga dance and isk lari anak-anak(or is it lari-lari anak? my dad better not be reading this. i can just imagine him saying, sia-sia ejer jadi anak cikgu! haha).

but of course, raz's performace was still the best with tights and whatever-nots. hahaha

we bid coach kenny farewell and a safe trip where we imagine coach terence in orange cloth and botak head. i can never see him in the same light, thanks to coach siti. haha.

went to sahara to celebrate di and nad's bdae. i swear their birthday is everyday, everywhere,

and every minute laaaa!!!

and shah turns 21!!!! @ seoul garden and wazzy received a lovely surprise. and kana!!! happy 21st to you too dear. sat sat! but u must puasa k!hahahaha

all the bibik's

and om's buka-ed @ nyai's place and had a rollin' good time

of riding&driving and my lucky $1 coin,

got the cubic, not rectangular spongebob, where bibik syikin better hang it in her daddy's car=P

it's all good,

it's all good, i supposed.

but, i can't. i don't want to.

definitely not now.

please.

"Preparation will only take you so far, after that you gotta take a few leaps of faith."
Michael Scofield

Scofield: It’s just math.
Sucre: What if your math is wrong?
Scofield: You’ll drill into one of a dozen gas lines behind the wall. There’ll be an explosion and we’ll be burned alive.
Sucre: But you’re good at math, right?”

hahahahaha. cheeeeeeeeeeeersssssssss to season 3!!!!!!! one of my best stress reliever!
:)))))))

i don't like this feeling.

the feeling where you wish you can do something about it,

but

you

just

can't.

i am really sorry.

hopefully it will come soon.

it definitely will, no qualms about that,

but i am not sure when,

and i don't know how.

school started, with a blast for no particular reason. i simply love mondays because i have my mondok/qondok/qoonoksssss with me. thank god we have agnes to neutralize all the hyper-ness in the air. no more monday blueessss, i hope! and don't get me started on wednesday. oh.my.god. yogie bear! i want to ketuk your kepala you know!stop being irri-noYONG can!?!

i guess whether its tuesday, wednesday, thursday or friday, ten years down the road, i am going to miss every little bit of uni life. all the wonderful friends i made, the colourful notes being SOFIfied, and surprisingly, studying. so its the last year, just give your best of the best-est shot!*hugs

random school shots=)

and so, we had a mini celebration for yanie and shidah's birthday last wed. and yeah!! they love the presents=) oh oh! anddd that random baby bumble bee pic that you see is super adorable rite? he was pushing the pram all by himself la. i wanted to squeeze him and bite his cheeks off, until quincy had to say, "oh my god, my dog has the same exact outfit!"o_0 and what say you for popular pencil box? i think its effing cool la!!! hahahahahahahaha.

loco.


double loco.

=)

hair grows.

hair grows.

hair grows.

:)

lalalalalalala

I wish i knew exactly where did i go wrong and improve on it even harder, one year ago. But three hundred and sixty-five days passed by, and now, new challenges and difficulties. The disparity is so severe that it kills me whenever i think about it. Not loving numbers or a very tough paper shouldn't be an excuse to self when such situation comes to play. fate? shrugs. then why can't it come in patterns like all in one rather than having 3 out of 4? i know i don't have the right to question such statements, but sometimes, when you get really upset, you resort to insanity. yes, of course i cried, again and again which is the best comfort that i look for now. but then again, let's step up another level, pick myself up and go for it. JUST.GO.FOR.IT.

could it be that one last chance for me to keep up with the other 3 mods in the previous sem? i hope so, definitely. if that's the case, i better toughen up. 5 mods with credible results in the last year, ain't easy. But it's possible too. Insya'Allah.

*hugs.

and so,

she said goodbye.

but, one thing for sure, the kids smile, enthusiasm and love

will always
brighten up her day.

and of course, hello kl and school!

:)

LOVE, is ALL AROUND for life.
and seetal won the sim-rmit pageant!!!!!!!!

military rock baby!!!

bartley school of singapore!=P

afiqueeeeee!!

ting!

itiks@vivo. so fun i tell you!

yes afiq, kawaiiiii-neh!!!! haha

daud memang nak kena.

tey-ney-ney rite???

sayangggg ili!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the psychologist nurses.

sayanf manyak-manyakkkkkkkkk

ho-wa-ya-nieeeeeeeeeeee :)

fergIIIelicious!!!

chins up!!! hahahahahahahahaa

<3

though i know what you want,

i have to put both of my feet on the ground.

i just have too.

the arguments, put me in no stand to say anything.

the dramas, was just simply too much for me to bear.

but the moments, will be forever mine and

the future will probably be forever yours.

i will be fine, i know i will.
:(

when you record,

press play,

never stop,
and never rewind.

if there's one thing i want from the exacerbating pain that the wisdom tooth's growth has caused me, is to at least make me a wiser person in making tough decisions. maybe scientifically, no theory has proven the above hypothesis. however, when other external factors come to play, that's when you really start scratching your head hard enough and do some modifications to it by removing the whole damn thing. maybe.

the thing is, i have always been an optimistic person looking at the bright side of life and hoping everything is going to be fine. maybe the paranoia, the freaking out moments, the think too much drama, the worrying about everything and anything in this world is stopping me from being that person. this is because, if you amputated a leg, and still able to do a million one things, that's greaness. but, at the the end of the day, you think and ponder, i have one leg while others have two.

yesterday, was very trying for me. dealing with a thing of a past that i sincerely wish it didn't happen, was challenging. seventy-seven times a day ringing plus two million and one messages is not exactly the ideal thing that anybody ought to look out for. for every single day, without fail. and the content of it could just break any of you, even the toughest woman on this planet earth. maybe it's a good thing he never replies to the calls or even the messages but the fact still remains.

optimism, something we wish that we have it inside, to self-console ourself or pull through the hardest period at that point of time. maybe the honeymoon period is over and now, is the time we get through with it together and remain sane.

remain sane, with every sense of that word.

indeed, indeed.

laxatives? works in small amount, but not in large.

teller machines? but there are always other BETTER banks.

chocolate bars? which explains the importance of fruits and veggies. EQ!

parking spots? if we wait patiently, there will sure be an empty lot.

commercials? that's why you have to see it to believe it. actions speaks louder than words.

mascara? love is blind.deaf.dumb.mute.

popcorn? i'd rather watch the movie.

lava lamps? all that glitters is not gold.

STILL,

being on cloud 99 is nice.

i know you love it too.

and that's the beauty of it.

:)

when sofi had the chance to wake up late today, not worrying about being late, not worrying about lesson plans for the day, not worrying about what to wear to work, her eyes automatically 'switched' wide open at 7.30.a.m.-s.p.o.i.l.e.r.- i would still be late if i wake up at that time tommorrow. but point being, i should have my beauty sleep now. but, noooooooo, the eyes refuses to shut it. and when it shouldn't be shutting it, it shuts at the most inappropriate places such as, in the MRT when i am standing and a 2 mins trip from the interchange to my house which is one stop away. sometimes, i can't comprehend how this whole body system works, be it the sleeping or the shitting. like how i can't comprehend how my wholeeeee family was all down at the Esplanade to watch baybeats. yes, mom and dad, included, alright. together with zikry, redha and two huge prams in a sea of black and white. haha. so yeap, not exactly the best family bonding location, but it was a fun, watching the drama-sss and whatever-nots. seriously, why was i there again yesterday? haha. maybe, friday night would have been a better option with him if i agreed:P
oh! we took the boat ride too. haha. damn nice. to sleep laaa. haha. didn't bring the camera into the boat. learnt from past experience. -the phone in the toilet bowl-

thankfully, no one came up to him and said"Cikgu Hasan! Apa khabar?" cos trust me, he will unleash his lamest of the lamest joke of the year to them. haha. daddyrocks

the band from sweden. blindsign?blindsight?blindspot? sumpah aku tak tahu laaa

my patriotic hero for the night with kak irda! he held the flag for a good 30 mins. even i don't do that.

and the bro came shortly after.

with the sisinlorr.

the carbon copies of each other

and we chilled out at haagen daaz, after that.

where redha,again, couldnt take his eyes off the ice-cream.

while zikry was soundly asleep in the pram at one corner.

redha refuse to let go of the spoon and the cup. haha.

and here's to the chiangmai-korean-japanese lover, happy belated 22nd birthday nafadifi! more sakae dates with dee they all k! and yes nad din, izk and funny friends, when are we meeeeeeeeeeting? i want to laugh laugh with you guys too.wazzy, farah? too loong already! meet meet.*hugs.

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing

I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

:)

"ehh, let's go to popular, i need to buy markers."

"huh, for what?"

"so that we can play connect the dots on your face....lalalala...."

baskettttttt.....

haha. such a pain in the arse la. so so so irrinoyinglyfunny.
anyway, been to sentosa twice this week , and i finally get a sentosa experience with the kids. i know i know. supergodamn kental of me to not explore the entire island even at the age of the BIG 21-almost-. i can even count the number of places that i have been to, before this week.siloso beach, underwaterworld, siloso beach, underwaterworld. haha. but oh wells, nevertheless it was fun, though coach terence just had to sabo me with the buttspelling forfeit in front of the itekids. -sheesh- speaking of work, it's been alright. and i am trying to get the hang of workload each day. i guess i stick to my rules, just like Galileo, whatever happens, just SMILE and most importantly, enjoy the task at hand. so, yeappp, another week, another week of experience and hopefully everything is a'ok! and i have come to a conclusion that this katak voice of mine is going to be quite a permanent feature for awhile, not until i stop shouting to 40 kids running around in a classroom everyday and a group of campers once a week.oh wells, time to stock up honey water every single day then!!!

the friend who picks me up when I fall down.

the friend who is always there, to lend me a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on.

the friend who constantly listens to any nonsense shit that comes out from my mouth even at 2a.m.

the friend who never fails to calm me down at my most kianchion-ing moments.

the friend who always makes me laugh with her antics.

I LOVE YOU SU!!! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY hunieee and hope you like the gift that we bought for you. next wed? i might consider it k?

huggies!*