from shidah's blog:


10:39 pm - LeBon's my man;)..

excerpts from SIM's "The Psychological Journal":Big brain,Small brain theory: Dr.Sofy, 2007according to the study done by afore-mentioned world-renowned pychologist ( =nutcase), people with bigger brain tend to be smarter than people whose brains are smaller. thus, smaller-brained people will have to work harder to be on par with bigger-brained people. another observation done on Dr.Sofy's part is that, bigger-brained people usually put their smarts to waste by not working as hard as the smaller-brained people thus, letting smaller-brained people reduce their cognitive dissonance; which arises from the fact that they have smaller brains = lesser smarts, through sheer hard work.

.criticism: Dr.Shit, another established nutcase,i mean, pyschologist, has pointed out the fact that bigger brains does not necessarily equate to greater database for knowledge: smarts. bigger brains may just consist of more grey matter, which we all know, equates to rubbish. she has managed to prove this point by donating her own big,grey brain for research.

current mood: crazy

first and foremost, my name is SOFI or soFIELD(micheal called me this. haha!). not Sofy or Dr. Sofy. tee-hehehe and i didn't mean it literally u cuckoo!!! if that's the case, frankenstein would have been the smartest ass in the whole wide world la. and this time round shidah, i will whip you cos you misbehaved!!!!



so so merepek la. but really really, studying has never been so fun with shidah, mudd, sinping, agnes and the rest. i used to hate to study in a group because i never find it fruitful or productive as most of us talk about random nonsensical stuff. but, i guess now, since we are older and more matured, we get it going and do things right(i think!haha). clarrified our doubts almost immediately, and debate about ESAP or accounts or ME and and and come break time, we let our hair down with the crazzyyy people with 489685070587605780 theories of our own!!! i like it:) and it is such a huge difference from last ear when i give su,wazzy,ili and whoever that consoled me, an earache. nevertheless, i can't thank you enough for that and i loooove you guys, BANYAK BANYAK.

:)

anyways, this week has been quite rough for my family, especially my mother. mum lost a very dear friend from indonesia when she met with a very brutal accident on the way home from singapore. it felt like a nightmare because a few hours before the newsbreak, my whole family sent her off to the airport and bid our farewells. little did we know that was goign to be the last goodbye. it's pretty shocking how the accident happened because miraculously, the driver and the three other passengers survived with minor bruises. can you imagine, you just met your loved ones yesterday and he/she is gone forever the next minute? all the last few word, face-to-face,phone,msn or text messaging? the smiles, the good deeds, the happy memories together.the way he/she spreads the jam, bun up the hair, wear a tie and all the daily routine that they did is all gone. it must have been heartbreaking for the family and my heartfelt symphathy goes all out for them. what's written is already written and the fate is in the hands of ALLAH. so sofi, let's be strong and patient upon receiving challenges in life because you will never know what happens in the next very minute. Insyallah.

I am feeling super guilty right now as i have neglect three of the modules for awhile. Despite the fact that i am banging on ME for the CNY hols, i still have sixxx chapters to go:((( Home has been a conducive place to mug, since mum and dad are way for the hols BUT once i hit the bed, i felt like i was sleeping for the next ten years. -wails- barely nine more days to go!:(

tell me, what were you thinking when you see this on the eve CNY?hahahhaha.

yes yes, i had an awesome BOLLYWOOD night to celebrate Shinder's 21st party! she looked damn gorgeous in her indian costumes and again, when they played DHOOM AGAIN, i hallucinated and saw Hrithik Roshan:) the food was goooooooood with the sugar-rush GULAB JAMUN and the naan which is plain to many but super delicious to me! and in case you think that there are no chinese people, you are wrong! they came after the reunion party! semangat gils babs.

and when i was there, i saw a familiar face! MUNIRAH, the primary school friend. and i couldn't help recalling how kental i looked like ten years ago with my clown-hair!

i don't think the party would not be as fun without these people! thanks seetal and isk for that awesome night:)

Ok that was my 5th Indian party i have attended and needless to say that all of it was seriously larger than life. Shinder had relatives from India and Canada to attend to her 21st birthday party and the decorations was extravagant. You see glitters and lots and lots of diamante accesories. not to forget, a few eye candies at the party=P i swear the atmosphere was similar to my bro's wedding except the fact that there were fewer people. But nevertheless, one of those indian nights which makes me wanna watch KKKG and make me sappy all over again. haha. oh well, that has to come after the mock exams though.-sigh-

can someone grant me more than 24 hours a day please? i swear sometimes my time management is horri-terrible! i can waste time because of a stooooopid mistake i make or merely due to priortising the wrong issues at hand. bad bad sofi. but oh wells, whatever it is, i must must avoid self-handicapping and F.O.C.U.S.

so, anyway people, meet my sweet valentine, Redha a.k.a Lincoln Burrows. hahaha. how can anyone resist Lincoln right? ok fine fine. redha!!! i haven't seen the nephews for sooo long due to schoolwork made me missed them like hell. redha is baby-talking now and zikry's new addiction is cicakman,which i have yet to find out the meaning of it. to us, it could be some kind of cartoon character but to him, it could mean a million and one things. oh! kids and their wild imagination:)and so, the next day, i celebrated Paul's birthday along with al,kat,melvin,jay and agnes at the mindcafe'@prinsepstreet. i have never been there,but with alecia and kat's assurance that the games are 100% guranteed fun, i couldn't be more excited:) and true enough the uglydoll made us berserk and plausibly the loudest group in the cafe! orgasmic fun, i tell you!

but sadly, i didn't stay that long because i wanted to meet these babes badly too! we were high on sugar content of ben&jerry's and tell me. what's the difference between spastic people and wazzy,farah&me?

check it out!!!

hahahahahha.

hugssss

let's continue:)

and there's more:)

this is my favourito. i loveeee the setting, that's for sure(esp the london cab) and and and, bro finally gave a proper smile(wheeee!!!!) i am seriosuly greeeeen with jealousy when i see this! haha. but this wedding custome is gorgeous isn't it?

nice setting right? but no no no,no tiger. REALLIE!

and the final wedding costume for the photo shoot.

gorgeous i tell you. to see my brother looking smart is really a BIG DEAL. half of the time he would be wearing my t-shirts or slippers without him even realising it. thank god he has a wife now to look after him.haha can't wait for them to come back home though:))

anyway am quite happy with my progress in esap and me. thanks to rashidah, sinping and andie!!! and because of that, i allowed myself to have a mini treat after the study session with andie by watching BABEL. i still have yet to know the exact meaning of it though, but seriously, it's worth my 9 bucks. how far would we go to help someone in times of desperation? what do we do when we commit an honest mistake? why do the morrocans in rural areas act altruistically, when usually, people in the urban areas act pro-socially? i swear learning social psychology is making me think wayyyy too much. it doesn't help the fact that i'm inquisitive. but really really, babel. a-must-watch-movie and i like it:)

and and and, i'm really happy for my two tuition kids who got their o-level results yesterday. i swear i was so pessimistic about everything. afterall, "we are corrupting the future of the nation right, shidah?" haha just kidding la tey-ney-ney.but alhamdulilah, they did better than i expected:)

so with all the good vibes around me, i am hoping the very best that the momentum of studying stays with me. the faster the momentum the better it is. i have less than three weeks and panicking won't do me good right?insyallah, everything will be fine.

JIAYOU!!!

it's about time that i update this dusty blog,
it's about time i hit the books real hard

and

it's about time the brother got married!!!!!!!!

yes yes yes!!! finally, after 30 years living on this planet earth, he finally found his princess(and i literally mean it!. haha!)

so the whole month of january was seriously kecohnakmampos over at my place starting from wrapping the berkat from scratch and MASSIVE spring cleaning. but of course, the ultimate was last weekend:) feeling exhauted was definitely an understatement from little redha to granny nyai. we had a wailing girl searching for her blardy phone, she thought she had lost during the nikah, running towards the finishing line of amazing race when we forgot to bring the bunga rampai to give the girls' side, "OLE-OLEing" on sunday night at my place till some of the cousins did not go school the day after, waiting for half-an-hour the pengantin perempuan to finish siap when the rombongan lelaki has already arrived! haha. but no matter how tired i was, i was having fun at the wedding. not to mention that i have my favourite cousins from malaysia and favourite friends to sacrifice their sundays for the wedding. for that i thank you. hugsss. and so, i have a new sister-in-law. i like her. but, i like her pelamin more though(haha! just kidding kak liza!) and the most wonderful thing that comes out of this is, she just might be the key for me to communicate better with my brother. alhamdulilah:)

but reallie reallie. her pelamin definitely had the WOW effect. it's HUMONGOUS for one thing and it has a blardy waterfall for god's sake! no wonder little redha refuses to look in front and show the camera his BOTAK head cos he was so fascinated by it! i would too! haha. not to forget tha wedding car which is freaking HOT. of course, they received road attention. i mean, like hello! how often do you get to see the bride and the groom in a red hot corvetible? i'm just glad that kak liza's cucuk sanggul is still on her head though.and and i lovvvveeee the hantaran that was from the girls' side. the chocalate cake was finger lickin good. and decorations was so so pretty and marks&spencers goodies from london was delicious. everything was gorgeous i tell you:)i'm glad that abang's smile seemed more genuine this time round compared to the photo shoot that they took and kak liza? she's really beautiful. well, that was my last weekend and it was burned. did cover quite a bit on esap but i have 26 days before ME paper and i have yet to bang on it! how? how? how?




dah lah! aku pun nak kahwin la!



hahahahahahhahahaha







and pics will be up pretty soon yeah:)

reallly. i don't see you as someone participating in my life anymore. all that you have done in the past is still etched in my mind and please don't make me revive it because it's either, one, you make me feel the dumbest person on earth, or, two, i am disgusted by it. i may be melodramatic about this whole issue but i cant help it because knowing the manipulativetwertbastard you, twisting your words is your thing. because when someone mentioned your name, i just happen to remember to remember those awful things. so don't potray the angel that you are not and don't try to outsmart others because as it is, you are the fool here. and the world would probably be much nicer place without you. well, at least inmy world.

chiiiiitot!!!

okieeee. hola! sorry for the rather "LOUD" introduction in this entry. my mood meter was boiling "HOT" when a friend just told me some stuff. but i am much better now, thanks to micheal scoffield and lincoln burrows who is constantly in my mind. hahahaha. anways, i've been fine lately. as usual, there are days where i feel as though i am on top of the world while there are other days where i feel that i am down below. and in times like these, the best remedy has got to be watching prison break.( thanks minmin and sorry wazzy!) though i maybe suffering from suspense fatigue from season 2, i can never get sick of watching lincoln with his badguy look. hahaha. im quite surprised that im looking more at lincoln than micheal this time round. but whattheheck, they are still brothers and i soooo want them. hahahahahahahhahaha.

that aside, my house is a karung gani house. it's official, especially when the aunties came over and declared it. i swear i couldn't stop laughing when my aunt was surveying the house. mak lela was saying, "kiri, mainan zikry, kanan radio lama, depan tilam, macam mana nak jalan?" i have funny aunties. reallie. we can laugh all night long and get high on nothing. crazy families.

talking about crazy, i have crazy friends too! last week, when i met with nadi, faridah, izk and weimin for a short while, we literally went bonkers with lame jokes that cracked us up. i can't really tell you now because accordong to faridah, tellign the joke face to face would be mroe impactful than over the phone or blog. and true enough, when i tried. it failed, causing su to laugh 546890758970567 hours after that conversation.

well, what can i say? i guess i am surrounded by mad people. but, well of course birds of feathers flock together, which makes me equally as mad or maaaaaadeer than them. hhahaha. but i loike it. really. so, rock on people cos you are loved! hugssss*

as much as home is equivalent to heaven, it's driving me nuts every single day. yes little redha and zikry are oh-so-adorable. but let's not forget the fact that when they are demanding, they can literally drive you nuts too. well, little redha has fever due to teething and he demands to be carried all the time. little zikry can demand from going to vivocity at 8 o'clock in the morning to going night safari at 12 midnight. and so, when demands are not met, hell breaks loose. no matter how hard you try to immitate as one of the monkeys in the zoo or distract him from his wild imagination, it's a tough tough job handling zikry and redha. well, let's excuse redha because he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo burmburm with his ketak-ketak flashing everywhere. but zikry. oh-zikry, he is special, as always. with that said, i am wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy behind schedules for managerial economics. funny how i always like the last few chapters compared to the first few. well, probably the elements of mathematics in market structure makes it easier. okie. nothing has changed. house still in a mess. room is a disaster-hit area and me, let my hair answer you for that la ah.... hahaha

okie.

i miss you too, people.

*hugs.

as of today, i am officially DHOOOM-ed! firstly,bro's wedding is super near and the house is still in a huge mess. the mock exams come soon after the celebrations which is soooo not fun!!! and thirdly, i am still super high because seetal's 21st party just now was a B.L.A.S.T!!!! *bang* and how can hrithik roshan be sooo hot(his dance moves especially!!!)? i mean noooo, he wasn't at seetal's party but all this bhangra, hindi songs are making me fall in love with him or any charismatic hot actors.

dhoom machale!!!

dhoom machale,

D-H-O-O-M!!!!

haha. anyways, yes yes its been eons since i last blogged and trust me there are soooo many things that i want to update but reallie reallie if only God grants me more than 24 hours a day i would happily putting all my worries behind. so till now, i will just upload pics from seetal's 21st party! i was really glad to be part of it given my tight schedule and seetal hun, happy advanced 21st birthday!!!!!!!!!! super fun and finally i had a taste of india clubbing! *laughs.

1) i just bought a car
2) Korea was cool
3) school is love
4) love is in the air
5) i feel like slapping TT. Durai
6) cheating is a norm
7) i have 1 cent in my pocket
8) i still find you eek-y
9) marijuana was good.
10) redha is little haj.
11) i dyed my hair orange.
12) wentworth miller came to my place last sunday.
13) my grandmother can rap
14) green and yellow is my favourite colour
15) i like the tortoise better than the bunny
16) ignorance is a bliss
17) i miss someone this very moment
18) 3 bears was very entertaining
19) zikry can speak german fluently
20) balls are funner than boys.

where have i been? everywhere. frankly speaking, 2007 didn't really kicked off well for me. well, firstly, the freaking PC broke down( well, i won't specifically call it a PC anymore because it's seriously BOB-less), secondly, one of my tuition kids didn't want to continue because his family is not financially stable( after i gave up the other two kids!!!!), three, the gutt feeling that things just won't turn out right because Murphy's said so. what luck! and don't even make me start on my new year's resolution. -wails. oh wells, but at least there are a few things to look forward too. there is just too many to mention. but, just to keep it simple, i have got to give back what i owe. maybe it means swimming across seven seas, climbing mount everest but seriously seriously, it is serious.

i miss ranting on this public domain. but till i 'settle' the big big issues, daddy will tackle this minute problem to him, and there will be a new baby in the house.

:)

i know i know. the spiders are already forming cobwebs all over this dormant blog. but let's just say that i am deprived of civilisation. pretty much for a kickASS new year huh? but, it won't take long for the ol' me to get back on my two feet.



till then, have a rockin' new year and cheers to more smiles and laughter for many many many more days, weeks and years to come.

insyallah.


aza aza fighting!!!!!

i am still not over prison break yett though i finished watching the complete season 1 last monday. hello! micheal scofield is like THE ultimate McDreamy for anyone in this universe. his dreammy eyes, his bald-ness(don't you think that is sexy? haha!) and his intelligence. not forgetting fernando sucre who is anyone's teddy bear. okayy, don't worry i won't be a party-pooper to tell you guys abt the subsequent episodes. but that monday was worth my sleeepyy nights and tossing and turning in bed. if only...... roite! i can't help it, but i have been quite a tee-bee junkie recently. be it american dramas, korean shows or malaysia's sandiwara. hahahahhahahahahha. super highly addictive and it can lead to detrimental effects indeed. but yesss, let me highlight, KOREAN shows. never in a million years i saw myself gettign addicted to it. but nadi baby just had to reel-ed me in. haha. so, im hooked. wish me luck.

oh yeah! anyone knowswhere i can get season 2 for prison break? i'm counting on you min min! haha!

when the weather and everthing else is purrrrfect, it just hurts to give that megawattsmile.

ouch.

you know, grandmas/grandpas are really adorable. first, we have agnes's granny with the tree on fire incident. then, we have the cuteHOT-y guy from the holiday, arthur abbott. next, we have my grandma with her astounding theories.

my nyai? definitely one of the cutest of the lot. hopefully she is going to be discharged soon and be in the pinkest of health. so here is her theory. when you have high fever, lay on the floor naked and the temperature of the body will fall soon after. hmmmmmmmmmmmm...... reallly? i don't think soo granny dearie. but nevertheless, she executed her theory got nearly everyone freaked out, last thurs. the next day, in the hospital, she told us, " eh eh.. bilik nyai kan ader aircon.... kenaper nyai tak switch on eh... kampung la nyai niee.." hahaha. alhamdulilah she is getting better day by day and hopefully, she can go home soon. nyai nyai:):)

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAZZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(14th dec)

you are really a wonderful friend that anyone could ask for.thanks for everything hun
*HUGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

14th dec- bumped into aisha and chryts@farEast-gelare and had a great ISCREAM time!( and 16th, we are confirm meeting up sooooooooooooooooooooon okayy? om-ah!) haha.

15 dec-met huda and ili for a short while before i had to help mum choose bro's pelamin. ( sorry babes, next time we meet for a longer time yeah?*hugs)

the birthday girl's dinner on the 15th dec @seoul garden tm! :)))
farah, shennie,omar, where are you? -wailsssssssssssssss. terribly missed. tsk tsk. haha!

lastly, with the birthday girl who has seen the ugliest and the nicest(heh.) part of me. happy 20th dearest and dream all you come because with the lucky lucky stars in your room, it will definitely come true!:) <3

*hugs*

anddd guess what? i STILL have had not enough dosages of holidays.

bangkok? su!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

melbourne? ili!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

london? nadi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

singapore? God!!!!!!!!!!!!!