i just uploaded a few pictures from my W880i,
and THIS is everyone's MOST FAVOURITE and MOST WANTED WALLPAPER.
100% effective and proven, especially during early april till early june.
so, if you want it, call 1800-sofi-the-kancheong-spider!
you could also get it from khai, sinping, and many many more.
haha.

and apparently, i have a smaller heart, compared to

Salmah's HEART.
Her heart is so so much MUCH BIGGER! HAHA.
while Nart ate all her heart out.
meet again to study study k! i swear korang giler.

i am so loving your hair la whiny huney! jams gils. haha. sounds like jamBAN.
but, whatever it is,

or i will THROW a HARD CHEST PASS to you during the next netball training, if you ever be giler again.

haha.
okay people,

YOU
SHOULD
BE
STUDYING.

so, GAMBATTTEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and WHAT IS THIS! i thought prison break's last episode, was episode 8, was bang and burn before the writer's guild strike and now i got to know that i missed 5 blardy episode laaaaaa and now, they are continuing from where they last stopped, which was episode 13, the art of the deal. what perfect timing man. i swear I HATE YOU for telling me. haha. thanks horr. =P okay okay, I SHOULD BE STUDYING then. BYE! haha.

i doubt so it's stress because, i have been stressed a couple of times before, and there is no Mount Everest or the Andes on my bloody forehead. then, there's another assumption that it could be when Mr. P dropping by every month and just keep bleeding love. but the thing is, none of it seems to coincide when i see both Mount Everest and Andes now and then on random occasions until i saw the correlation between eating chocolates and pimples.

yes, CHOCOLATES. those mouth-watering sweet irresistable foodie is now, sadly, a big no-no for me. well, i have yet to see a doctor to confirmed it, but it seemed true after i had oreo chocolate bubble tea, after it was 'cured' before. and guess when it happened previously? yeaup. the chocolate fondue@carousel. i must admit that when it comes to that, i eat err... more than what is required. so i guess that's the reason for the spectacular view of sofi's forehead. but can you imagine. C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E-S! HOW CAN ANYONE RESIST THATTTTTT. MRS FIELD TRIPLE FUDGE? FAMOUS AMOS PREMIUM CHOICE? BEN AND JERRY'S PHISH FOOD? MUNCHY OREO DONUTS? MILOOO? anddddddddddddddd my OREO CHOCOLATE BUBBLE TEA near tamp lib which i recently fell in love with. this is so so irri-noying! but i guess it leaves me with no choice and i shall now be a vanilla convert or an apple convert for real. damn it. but come to think of it, apple chips is not bad ey? mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... haha

either that or someone please tell me that i am being paranoid again.
i want to eat chocolates again.
i really do.
*wails*

-randomthought-
i think wearing crocs makes me want to jump every step i think and it's damn fun because you feel as though you are on a trampolin every freaking time. adrenaline rush, baby! so if you feel bouncy, wear crocs and i swear it's a good stress reliever especially when you are 29 days away to your first paper!

*so so sofi bounces off away*
bounce!
bounce!
bounce!

tee-hee-hee:)

In sequence,

1)denial
2)anger
3)bargaining
4)depression
5)acceptance

been there, done that and being human.

and

bucket list?

a show for those who need 'awakenings', appreciate little little things in life and especially for those WHO ARE IN DIRE NEED OF TRAVELLING AROUND THE WORLD.

India, Hongkong, Greece, some mountainous area and America. HAHA.

I think i am getting better at managing my emotions, as well as my students' during tuition especially in times when you are on the verge of giving up. I believe that I am STRICTER and adopting a million and one strategies to focus their attention, whether it means being animated or giving that fierce tone. But just now was a test and I guess a large part of communication also depends on body language and not only the tone of my voice. I know I learned this last year in psychology, in effective communications, but i have never really put it in thought and applying the concepts in real-life, except when i am freaking out or really pissed off. oh wells, the wonders of psychology*su must be gleaming now* haha. but 3 years of tuition with VERY playful kids, particularly boys? I must thank them for making me managing my emotions better. well, of course, in a perfect world, you would want a kid who is perfect with perfect grades. but in reality, it's definitely not like that and what's more in dog eat dog kinda world? grrrr... no doubt i am scared, but funnily, i am just thankful that these kids will somehow prepare me for the unpredictable world ahead.

so, officially, as of tomorrow, i wouldn't have to stick the kueh lopez on the screen of the car and i can bully the newbiesss! haha. -KIDDING!- but honestly, throughout my 365 days under probation, i still suck at PARKING, especially parallel parking. there are times when i want to fold the car into small pieces and keep inside my pocket. REALLLLLY. but i don't feel that horrible because i know my sis still can't parallel park properly too after 98598345983 years of experience!hee...

and the UOL lecturers have been great, so far. every single word that comes out of their mouth is easily understood albeit the large amount of information. their accent is not that strong, well , except for my cf lecturer who is probably an Italian who speaks with a lil bit of S'porean accent. errrrr...... okay nvm. haha. but he is great, really. and you were right about haider. he is the God of marketing where he can easily give precise explanations with precise examples, just.like.that. oh wells, they didn't earn the tittle of a being a lecturer for nothing. amazing. but really? i want the revision lectures to END asap so that i can consolidate all the notes and chiong(is tt how you spell it? HAHA) ALL THE WAY. but sadly, i still have about 3 weeks or so before school ends, and making my way all the way to level 5 just to pee. tee-hee. I am definitely going to miss school like kerazee, but let's focus on what needs to be done now yea? and to think tt this weekend i have classes till 5 and tuition after that.....I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO MONDAY!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee. wazzy!!! jom jom! haha.

and this how SMART my friends and I have been.

nigel, ooops. i mean, NIZAM doing the HANDSTAND. and su, SEXy legs you've got there! haha

shamBAL&abuMBA on shamBAL's birthday. yeap. they love to lick each other like no other.

and the guys sadly do not understand the meaning of "STAND IN THE MIDDLE" bluh-dy hell. one and a half hour of merepek-ness was no doubt short,
but something is always better than nothing.
:)

despite what happened last friday and many many times before, i will still come ON TIME to meet you in future, unless you,

1) don't make me wait for SO long.
2) don't make me wait for SOO long.
3) don't make me wait for SOOO long.
4) belanja me ice-cream or something for making me wait for SOOOO long.

okay okay? set! damn kodok you know, sinping. *grrrrr... haha.

ANYWAY, alecia's 23rd or 3rd party(HAHA!) at MacD was great. All of us, was being a kid, think like one and act like one which makes the host(who did an execellent job, btw) so so much easier. We did great too:)

Who would have remembered the purple creature's name is gremis and the place where ronald macdonalds' live is at macdonalds land. sharon was definitely a hard-core supporter man. and al, you look so cute, like that. awesome party. seriously.

i think paul was being such a sweet boy by being so involved in choosing alecia's presents, while mel being so helpful in doing her orange-shaped card and aaron being idiotic as always.
it's just nice to see boys at work for once, instead of the girls. so sweet la.

ale's card with a sexy butt!
it was really a good friday with good company and great fun.
Happy Birthday Alecia, and i will always love you like shit, as usual.
*hugs.

tatia, *hugs.
you've got sooo many more people to lean on=)

carousel-ing and pig-ing the night out at carousel on sisinlorr's bdae.

high on sweet stuffs which explains why i am so wide awake now when i have a full day in sch, tom.

damn nice. really.

mum's cold dish while my plate was overloaded with 101 types of raw salmon.

and the whole Hasan's familia at the terrace of carousel on a great sunday. awesome weekend but daunting weeks ahead.
sofi needs to pull through the next few weeks, she really NEEDS to.

Which is the best example to follow?

Dov Beer of Mezeritch was asked:

‘Which is the best example to follow? That of the pious man who dedicates his life to God without ever asking why, or that of the erudite man, who tries to understand the will of the Almighty?’

‘The best example to follow is that of the child,’ replied Dov Beer.

‘But a child knows nothing. It doesn’t even understand what reality is!’ was the general response.

‘There you are much mistaken, because the child has four qualities that we should never forget.

A child is always happy for no reason.
A child is always busy.
When a child wants something, he or she shows great persistence and determination in demanding that thing.
Lastly, a child is always very quick to stop crying.’








and ,
when I grow up, I want to be a child.
like, totally.

this is my favouriteeeeeeeeeeee episode of UPIN&IPIN.
especially the part where mei mei said

"tak bolehhhhh lu punya tuhan tahu oooooooo!"

SOOO CUTEE LAAAAAA.....



and they are so cute that most of my aunties and cousins have all six episodes in their phones, including MAMA CAREY and CRYSTAL ZEE.(i know, what the heaven rite? haha)
and they are so cute that i imagine redha talking to his imaginary twin brother too.
but thanks to UPIN&IPIN, zikry is talking a little bit more of malay now.

"mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... sedapnye bauuuuuu!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

right after MSM mock paper, she unwinds by:

1) eating ban-mian at bugis. not the best, but would love to eat again at the same place or elsewhere that sells really good hand-made noodles.

2) did a little teeny-weenie shopping at like-duh-uh-where-else-can-she-shop-at:)

3) watching two episodes of Private Practice, since it's a spin-off from Grey's. not bad, because i love baby drama-s:)

4) watching UPIN&IPIN at sis house for awhile. super-duper cute. love the part where Ipin said, "alahhh... lima minit awal jerrr" when Upin said that he was the abang. so so cute can!

5) getting psych-ed up for our grad trip in June or July or both. haha. LIKE TOTALLY LAAA.

6) listening to flo rida singing low for the 9498574359734985 times because of step up 2.
c'mon lets SING

" Shawty had them Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans] Boots with the fur [With the fur] The whole club was lookin at her She hit the flo [She hit the flo] Next thing you know Shawty got low low low low low low low low"

7) and wahhh, this one ze best so far, celebrating aisyah's birthday, BUT,without her. -wails- we totally me-LALAK like kerazeee and the rain got heavier till the birthday girl couldn't make it on time to celebrate her birthday karaok-ing. haha. poor aisyah, but hopefully she likes the crocs, (okay okay, sorry, aku tahu aku kental,kay?HAHA!) or her presents very much!

aku sayang korang GILER BABI kan!farisha's yummmmmmilicious muffins. really really sedap NAK MAMPOS eh. thanks for baking for us dear!

don't ask me what the hell azura did because she is gila, LIKE THAT.
supposed to do stupid faces but THIS KAKAK SYIRIN always, ALWAYS SPOIL the picture.=P haha.

again. don't ask me what azura did. but i think we were beginning to feel really high on err.. malay jiwang songs... i know! the one that has , "MECAMPAKKAN!" word in that song! by ella! haha

we literally joget joget on funny songs like, " jong-jong inai..... rajawali!" by awie. okayyy i sooo cannot remember the song title and "achi achi buka pintu!" and DANGDUT!so giler i tell you. and syirin. STOP LOOKING SO INNOCENT CAN! haha. she's the one choosing all the merepek songs and dance moves. like O.M.G lorrr. haha.

feeling-feeling IDLE. haha

ahh. this picture rite, i think we look like lesbian partners. haha. so syirin, you don't really look that innocent, afterall. hahahahaha

and babesies, totally today was so stress-relieving and i really thank you for the sumpah merepek nak mampos karaoke sessions.*HUGGIES! so yeap, we have like about two more months to go for war. so jiayou okay! we all can do this together! and come tommorrow or soon enough, i think most of us will start hitting the books back again for revision classes.
so, GAMBATTE GAMBATTE people! we CAN DO IT:)

8) and more to come!!!

so let's MEET people:) we can always study or eat! mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. haha. and come 3rd June 2008, we can only eat! haha. so yeahhh!!

Today,
on the 8th of March 2008,
we celebrate being a woman,
whether it means having those unbearable periods, giving births and injecting tonnes of epidurals in our body system, crying our hearts out when making undying sacrifices for others,
for all the effort, toil and hard work,
we deserve to be recognised,
we deserve to be appreciated,
and we deserve to be loved.

and within us, we definitely have more
confidence in
ourselves,
in our ability
and in our potential.

Happy International Women's Day.
:)

got this from nurain's blog,
and it's really inspiring and definitely,
worth every nano second of your time.
thanks, dear:)



http://www.quranexplorer.com/quran/

onraet road.
yes, we went to onraet road, on a saturday night. in a mission, hopingggg to find a glimpse of the most wanted man in Singapore, or hopingggg to find at least how WRC looks like. and only to find out that we were a few metres away from the entrance before three policemen shone their torchlights to our car and quickly reversed away. LOL. that was a mini adventure and i salute my sisteria for doing that. haha. already in the car, packed like sardines with zikry and redha sleeping sooo soundly, me reciting prayers because the area was really spooky while wandi and the rest was scaring us away saying things like "he could just appear rite.in.front.of.the.car" haha. but we are still safe and sound here in our cosy home and hoping that the police will nabbed this soooo tak selamat guy asap.

since my next paper will be on thurs and then, sat, i thought i could play for awhile on friday. little did i know the kodoks really brought me to the playpen and i have neverrr felt so MENTEL before in my whole entire life. so we went to the army career fair at marina square as one (or rather two) of our friends wanted to join the army. NO.KIDDING. i salute her for that because really really, she's not that kind of person to be messed around with. and sooooo, after filling up the application form , we took pictures with the POKOK-POKOK and the goggleman. the cameraman was so friendly and took many pics and they developed the pics instantaneously for free! and so yanie said,"mestilah mentel! if you bring me to this kind of place, confirm mentel one!LOL" so funnny!!!!

look at SIRIN! and abul had to say, "but that's what i like about you" so sweet can! hahah
look look at TTM! showing off her new set of teeth! so straight rite!

haider trying to grow shorter!
OMG! the day wanie theorised that....... and syring sang, " i must, i must, i must! ............. ....... ....."
abul the bus conductor and haider the shy shy boy trying to show off their most masculine pose everrr. LOL.


and back to the grave issue.
applying for a job. and so, saturday morning, went for mendaki as usual and bumped into my senior in SIM-UOL. i am so glad that she's doing so well and got a few advice from her. all in all, she said, "you must really know what you want to do, rather than keeping it very open." honestly, i myself have yet to pin down which path to take and all, but i do know for sure teaching would be a last resort.
maybe under the management side? or the banking sector?
oh dear, i am getting so worried but then again,
i seriously can't WAIT to be financially independent!
please shine me some light
:/

i feel a little bit cheated that APT didn't come out for mocks as it was quite an easy topic to score. 25 marks, flat. but i wish to believe that what didn't come up for mocks will come up for the real exams. but then again, how true is this belief? and don't get me started on the formula for the total risk! i shouldn't have just "touch-and-go" for that market risk and idiosyncratic question. this is so so upsetting:(

but oh wells, on a brighter side, my weekends, was awesome. on friday, i met my favourite lala-shasha bringing their dramamama character on stage(uhhuh, not the other way round. lol!). aisha is a full-time chunli now! and lala the gothic doll with jet black hair. so cantik!

i still standby my point that aisha should be a model eversince JC days la! and oh my god, her drunkard voice in the third play got me reminded of the night walk days in council:) like totally!

and we are all so proud of our fav president lala and v-president shasha for each and every of their achievements la, moe award la, asean award la! i swear i would have voted them as the women of the year or millenium!

and ayn!!! so so glad to meet you after so so long. still the same ol' ayn and i wish to believe that we all have grown a lil wiser, smarter and stronger yeah?*hugs.

and yeaup, that's karthik whom asked me, or rather wazzy a rather weird question. haha. but oh wells, that was so yesterday.

and on sat, it was isk's sheares production! the day where my brother fractured his leg, my parents went batam and had two tuition back to back. no idea how i did it, but it was a mad rush from one place to another. and oh! look at our precious badger and horse. i loveeeeeeee the badger that i coloured k! and su, your horse more like a horse compared to mine la. haha. but now that we know what happened to the horse, go and colour the buttock red! haha. spanking horse-y!

isk did such a good job that day la! he can really act and sing! as in he didn't sing, but i remembered how well he sing in 15th production, dikir with "boleh boleh.... boleh berjaya dengan kata-katanya" k, tu je aku ingat. but must sing again k isk! sayang isk!

dan razu was being such a biatch la! he was so awake and such an enthusiastic audience throughout.reallie reallie.LOL! and rahman, thank you for calming me down when "warning light" for petrol was switched on, at PIE. haha. but then again, he wouldn't have a choice as i was supposedly to be in control of the car. LOL!

and on sunday, watched the airshow with my sisteria. it was reallie packed with people with the sun being sunny but not scorching hot. and then the black knights did a heart shape cloud formation and at the same time, there was this boy across us, proposed to his girlfriend. it was really sweet of him and he had a lot of guts to there in front of 95874329875298759823 people. but still, i would be on cloud nine if i was the girl.
love is in the air.
love is in the air.
well, more pics in my sis camera but don't miss a chance for the next airshow k. it's reallie worth baking yourself under the hot sun eventhough you have exams in three days time! LOL:)

the marriage of food and friends

:)

mash potatoes with green chilli.
highly recommended.

same place, same corner.

and we rilek one corner, play the guitar under the void deck.

sal, i love the specs la. where did you buy ah? =P

tahahahahhaha balik sarawakakakakakkaka!

and that night, was super kecoh eventhough it was for awhile
but, enough to bring the whole house down(if pics are not enough to tell)

sinping's new set of teeth!
cicklets!

and sofi says that everything's going to be alright eventhough the MINDEF people spelled her name as "SoSiyaty Hasan" at the career expose' yesterday night.No JOKE. haha.
:)