Saturday, September 19, 2009



Berseri murni
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Bersalam-salaman
Mengheningkan dosa amalan mulia

Bermaafan keinsafan
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Moga panjang umur bersama
Menikmati keindahan pagi Aidilfitri

Damainya di jiwa
Suasana hari raya
Teman sanak saudara senyuman nan mesra
Harmoni bahagia

Illahi berkati
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Ku bersyukur dan ku berdoa
Terus mengecap nikmat di pagi Aidilfitri

Tergambar riang ria
Di pagi hari raya
Suara kanak-kanak tertawa
Oh gembira wajah ayah bonda

Bermaafan keinsafan
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Moga panjang umur bersama
Menikmati keindahan pagi Aidilfitri

Berseri murni
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Bersalam-salaman mengheningkan dosa
Amalan mulia

Illahi berkati
Di pagi Aidilfitri
Ku bersyukur dan ku berdoa
Terus mengecap nikmat di pagi Aidilfitri
Mengecap nikmat di pagi aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Saturday, September 12, 2009

evolved.

hey love, it's not even a learned art. there is no way to do that. our lives are not like novels where, there has to be an ending. so the authors purposely tried to help the readers make sense of all the character's idiosyncrasies, the reasons behind some of the things they said. everything just left in the open, just for us to understand or to rationalize things. especially feelings, sayang. all i know is that, every single day now. i try to do things that would make me uncomfortable. out of my comfort zone, something you have been awesome at. like, be abit more vulnerable and honest again. because, even if i don't understand the person on the other end. i understand me better.


it's so freaking true isn't it? sometimes you just don't understand what the other party(parents,sister,brother,friends,clients and colleagues) wants even when you give your 1002338949234028340% shot in everything and anything in this universe that you can possible think of. and THEN you start to analyse, analyse and ANALyse until you get paralysed. because honestly, if it has anything to do with me, the self-awareness bell would have rung and do something about it. and tt would have already been done in the 598250928395% of the actions taken. if not, be upfront about it. many many a times i find myself, " i don't understandddd, i gave her everything she wants, i cleaned the kitchen, she makes noise, i buy her favourite things, he makes noise etc..." what does she really expect the world out of me? haha. well, pain(zak) has got to be the greatest teacher of them all.hell yeah he can be a pain in the ass sometimes(but seriously,i think i am more irr-noying than him). haha. but with this pain i realised i gained perspective about life and most importantly understand my flaws even better, with su octopus concluding a bombastic conclusion. i have this euphoric energy in me that is bursting to continue my mission. a mission to complete. and that's a promise to myself.*hugs


therefore
understand oneself better.
not him, not her, not you.
but, myself better; ourselves better.
because there is always room for personal growth and development.
i am beyonnddd excited.

woooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

energy level: 100000000000000000000000000000%!!!!!