Thursday, October 30, 2008

this is nice:) i like my training mates in AIMS and how we feast our eyes on MrPyramidGame for whole five days, though he is relatively quiet most of the time. HEH. amazed at the mother of five with triplets&two kids, who has a contagious laughter and still looks FANTASTIC. enjoy classes with the amiable mates and the trainers. the golden opportunity talk by the CEO in class and lastly, truly blessed that the manager is really really a sincere&genuine person.

well, i may not the best judge of characters, but the law of attraction never fails.

it ONLY comes from within.
and i have a good feeling about this
this is nice
and
this is good.

InsyaAllah.

Monday, October 27, 2008

we care about you. we care about you. we care about you.

if only, it was a little bit simpler, easier and in a non-egomaniac manner at all.
till then, give it a break. really.

Friday, October 10, 2008

me: sometimes, i wish that i am a guy, indifferent to emotions.
teresa: are you CRAZY??!??!?!?! guys are idiots! it's not that they are indifferent, it's just that they can't seeeeeee! and they REALLY REALLY can't seee.

HAHA. teresa, i miss those analysing moments with you, especially the part where we both go, "OHHMYYGODD! yes yes!YES!!! why ahhh???" haha. and then, as we go deeper, psychoanalyse, ponder and wonder, we realised that seriously, it's just like that! :)

maybe that's why Allah made it such that men and women are different.
maybe that's why we have this amusingly inexplicable affinity.
maybe that's why i love him so much in so many ways.

and when i tried to look into his mind, put on his hat, i realised that it paints a better picture.
a picture with vibrant colours, not too much, nor too little, but just right.
just right.


buttttttttt, he just had to spoil the moment, and said this,

zak: ehh. does your sister have thomas THE TRAIN DVD??
me: huh?what?
zak: thomas the TRAINNNNN..
me: huh?
zak: thomas the TRAINNNN. anaqy wants to watch it!
me: OHHHH! it's THOMAS AND FRIENDS, YOU IDIOT!!!

teresa honey, we are still so right about them. SO SO right. haha.
<3>

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

i have no idea how i survived the war last sunday.
from noon till about eleven-ish or so, we were "attacked" consistently from one big adams family to another. brother had to warn us and say, "ANOTHER ONE! INCOMING! GET READY!" go go go!! haha. as usual, it was quite chaotic but really REALLY, sometimes i wish my mum stays out of the kitchen, entertain the guests ONLY and leaves me alone, to do the serving. i know what to do, more of, i know what SHE SPECIFICALLY WANTS me to do. and if its not her way, hell breaks loose:/ i think hosting an open house is a better option for us, but then again, dad loves people consistently coming to his place. it keeps the house lively:) so, mari-mari datang rumah happy raya ohkayyyyyy! haha.

so, yes, bik nana's HUGE family came on sunday and we tried taking pics of the third generation. coincidentally, most of the kiddos wore checked that day. and this is what we get.
picture 1:
adam cried because he accidentally dropped his mummy's phone under that big fat red sofa at my house. riskin showed a forced smile. haris, checking out on riskin and afif, being a protective brother.

FAILED.
picture 2:
almost perfect. buttttttt incomplete!

FAILED.
picture 3:
now, better, but only yasmin is picture-approved!

FAILED.
picture 4:
WE GAVE UP.
more of my camera couldnt take it anymore and the kids waved the white flag and obviously, my camera sucks. haha

butttttttt, i think this was a good shot of baby haidar.
baby model.
handsome giler ahh.
I WANT HIS PORCELAIN-LIKE SKIN.
and his eyes. and his everything. can i be yours haidar?haha

anyway, i've said this before, and im going so say it again, WHY CAN'T THERE BE MORE THAN 24 hours in a day?
superwoman, inspire me PLEASE.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

i think because my mum cooked the rendang three days in advance and we were on the ball in cleaning up the house, i am glad to say that this year's raya is much MUCH less hectic than the past few years! everything was on time and perfect. EXCEPT the cushion covers which my mum particularly wants to search it on her own. food was good, EXCEPT for the fact that, as of now, it's my fourth time going to the toilet to berak:(( my mum had this idea that my stomach is "terperanjat" after fasting for a month or so and thus, adjusting to eating three meals a day. but seriously, i think all i could remember was "sumbating", yes, NOT eating, SUMBATING, sambal goreng mak enah which is SO SEDAP NAK MAMPOS ah. oh wells, but for all that's worth, the food was seriously SERIOUSLY good.

anyway, i think the best part about raya is meeting people. meeting far far away relatives&friends and listening to interesting stories about them. like how i met my second/third cousin who works at singapore zoo and got bitten by a python! you should have seen the marks and stitches on her hand and how she looked so cool and calm about it. and of course! babiesssssss. oooooh how fast they have grown. baby marsha who is already SIX months old!so so gerammm la!
mumsie and baby marsha!
my favourite boysss. yes, including the SEBOK one in the middle who is 63 years old.
HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY KIDS!

my kids:)
haha.
perasaan.
and yes, if you think the SEBOK boy in the middle looks small in the second pic, LOOK again. haha.
dadsterrrrr, you are ze best laaaaaa.
:)

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

yesterday, he came into my room in this state.
he made his face like a lion roaringggg and said,
"fafi! i'm a MONSTERRRRRRRRR!"

zikry and i laughed so hard because he looked totally innocent and cute after he acted like a monster.
only much later, we came into my brother's room and saw the "beautiful" drawings that he did on my brother's wardrobe.
he stood there, and said, "colli fafi" (sorry auntie sofi)
how can you everrrr be angry with this boyyyy?



like i've said, these things happen and it doesn't matter.
it's the part after it which does:)
*hugs.
Selamat hari raya.
Maaf zahir dan batin.

:)