i think i have been quite hyper these few days that my body sytem is getting confused. i doubt so it's stress because most tests are over. but OH.MY.GOD. the symptoms of S-T-R-E-S-S literally screams on my face and everywhere i am telling you. the breakouts are horri-terrible that it is affecting every single thing i do. i guess i am just being a girl. NO. a PARANOID girl.(because most of them said it's not obvious and i am being crazy, AS USUAL.) but thank god, somehow or rather the new facial product recommended by the sales assistant do wonders. i am hoping that i am not psycho-ing myself and telling, 'sofi! it dissappeared already!!!' but, mich said it is better today then yesterday.so that helped a little.*phew.

yes! about me being hyper. i.have.no.idea.why. BUT, it's not the usual hyper-ME, instead, it is the hyper-NOT-so-ME. maybe that's what LOVE is doing to me. love for netball for goodness sake!*laughs. really REALLY. every morning i wake up, i have a strong desire to shoot the ball in the hoop or just playing,catching the ball around. jumping,skipping,sprinting out of nowhere doing god-knows-what.(maybe i was influenced by Mambo in Happy Feet to sing with the feet!) hahahaha. crazy i know but i am having fun:) so play ball, anyone? *laughs.

and oh! yesterday's pizzahut-kfc delivery lunch in school was super crazy man. all the candle-ciggarrettey-chocalate, cam-whorinng traffic lights and the surprise-tak-jadi was damn funny la!
(will update the pics when the computer has cured. sorry sorry!) :)

i'm so so looking forward to tommorrow because the whole family(excluding bro) are goign to Malaysia for a WEEK! i seriously do not knwo what the itineray is exactly. but who cares? i want to shop till i drop, i want to pamper myself like there is no tommorrow and i want to bite redha imagining he is either "Memphis or Gloria(from Happy Feet)" so yeah!!! give me a fin baby!! *laughs.

okie. gtg now, andie's here(like FINALLY)!!!
(su&sha darling, if my com is all cured, i will send you guys the pics yeah.)

where did the 'RUN SOFI RUN! DON'T STOP! MIND OVER MATTER! YOU CAN DO IT' self talk go to??? it has been three weeks since the first net4all session kicks off and my stamina is negative one million. it is seriously no fun playing when you are equipped with the relevant skills BUT the main freaking problem is the fact that you get tired easily. such a turn off. but, i am NOT giving up. cos playing netball is indeed an undying passion:))switching from a defender to a shooter is really tough. not that the coach specifically identifies me to be a sharp-shooter. but, i'm really getting sick and tired of being a defender for 6 looong years and it's time to indulge into something new. so, yes. i am hoping that the pole loves me and i love the pole too!!!*laughs.riteeee i already can't wait for the next session!

oh yesssss... OT test is finally over. given that i have soooo much to memorise and mug in soooo little time, i studied selective topics. and thankfully, LPT came out. the crash course with Ian late last night paid off eventhough i had a horri-terrible experience with an insane man on the way to meet him. but, i guess spotting the topics is not ideally a good way to mug. oh wells, desperate time calls for desperate measures. hopefully it won't happen again.

anyway, i am super-dee-duper happy for her!!! reallie reallie! and each time i think about it, my smile will look like a sampan boat. of course, for a HOT babe like that, she deserves to be on top of the world. *hugsssssssssssssssssss.
buuttttttt you still owe me the laugh-able scientist background in our msn !
no excuses for that! hmprh!

and fafarafahhhh.. thank you for the little surprise! i swear i didn't see it coming.and the BIG BIG cookie made redha drool-ed really badly when i ate it. *laughs.




how can we forget the karoke session in azim's dad's car? don't you just loooooooooooooooooove traffic jams omar and azim?*laughs. more car rides! yeah!!!
don't worry, as far as i am concerned, azim has been and will always be a safe driver rite?(minus the sudden screams that will make anyone terberak) haha!

and...abang boy and family are back in Malaysia and sad to say, i didn't really spend quality time with the kids. haziq celebrated his 4th birthday at my sis's place last saturday and the we gave him a birhtday party that he shall never forget:) oh well, at least i am seeing them this fri, sat OR sun because i am goign for one week holiday to Malaysia:) and meeting haziq, ishraq, mira and hayati is a must. and i say... kids rule the world! what say you? *laughs.




and khai, i hope you are feeling better today! speedy recovery from the mini accident:) insyaAllah

ok. here's the thing. i don't know whether i am on laughing gas or something. But, you've got to see this for yourself!

Agnes, your grandma just won the CUTE-est grandma award laaaa....
CLASSIC man!

@ the com lab looking thru Agnes's friendster's photo gallery after lunch.


Sofi: Agnes, your grandma is so adorable in this picture laaa...(laughs)

Agnes: i love my grandma very much ok. she's very funny...dementia and all that. her antics are extra-cute now! that pic is a prove.

Sofi: errr....ok...

Agnes: but you have yet to know the story behind it. it happened last year,during christmas, i was helping her to sit comfortably on the sofa beside the christmas tree so that she can see the lights on the tree, when it's switched on. and guess WHAT happened when i switched it on? she cried and got worried.

Sofi : OMG. why?????

Agnes: Because she thought the tree was ON FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!



and i am still laughing hysterically abt it now! poor su had to layan me on the phone so that i won't look psychotic when i laugh my ass off in the bus. and Agnes dear, you rock laaa.. boy! i am so glad to have you as one of my most rational friends to help me see problems in a different light(to think tt i live in lalalala land most of the time)anyway, that was a great stress reliver from my accounts paper man. not that paper was a ridiculously difficult and there wasn't enough time. It's just that the accounts didn't balance! and at that point, that has got to be the worst feeling on planet earth, for me. oh well, i am just hoping to get what i deserve for this. so, good luck Sofi:) insyaAllah. OT paper on monday. and i will probably die if i don;t start remembering the classical theories and paradigms. *screamsssssss

so the family is already busy preparing the brother's wedding in feb. as much as i don't really care when's the date and everything,(cos i know whatever it is, family comes first though exams are around the corner) the nikah date, 3rd Feb is just tooo familiar. toooo familiar for my own gooood. good or bad? both. a lesson to be learned boy.those mistakes i made, i made them again, should be remembered & not forgotten.and not only the date is significant, but the whole month too. oh well, what are friends for am i rite? through UPSSSS and DOOWWWNNSSSS. teresa!wazzy!tatia!su! etcc..... you know who you are. thanks for putting up with me all this while.really really *hugs.

and yes yes, PSLE results are out. Shab did fairly well.she tried her very best and DID her very BEST too. but, i guess some people tend to bloom a little bit later than others, because deep deep inside her, i know she is a really bright girl. all the best dear.*hugs.

and oh oh! cousins from malaysia are in townnnn!!! so yipppieeeee:))


and fafafafarafah!!!!!! happy 20th birthday girl:))))))))))))))))))
we all love you banyak-banyak k! and sooon we will get the license and the car AND take ridiculous amount of pics with the rest yea? so exciGting nak mampos la*laughs











i see your true colours, shinning through
i see your through colours, that's why i love you.

a thousand and one apologies for the superlambat uploading of pictures.
so, here are the pics!


RAYA2006-FRIENDS:)


anyway, HAPPY 59th BIRTHDAY MUMMMY!!!(on the 21st Nov)
which means, i was three days old when she had me, twenty years agoooo.*laughs.

great time with the family yesterday(though i had to grit my teeth at a particular point).

and now,

i am really hungry and got to mug for accounts paper tom-wailsssssssssssssssssssss-

will update soon.

tooodles:)))))

yes.

LOVE, is definitely all around.
Be it in London, Australia and Singapore.
From the past or the future.
and from the beloved family and loving friends:)))))))

so, welcome aboard Sofi to club 20!!!*laughs. and i swear i am STILL so high on sugarcontent and laughter after what happened yesterday.

Happy Birthday Afiq!
Happy Birthday Mickey Mouse!
and, Happy Birthday me!*laughs.

for those who wished me thru calling, sms-ing, msn-ing and caught me by surprise, i sincerely thank you for everything. it was really sweet of you guys to have done that.

and i love you too.*hugs.

part one.
on friday night, went out with the sister, bro-in-law and the kids to vivOcity and tried to look for mummy's present.(the irony.*laughs) we wanted to buy her a sweet, dainty watch with litte diamonds on it. but sadly, we can't find anything of tt sort with a reasonable price. they either cost a few thousand dollars or sixty plus dollars. fruitless shopping-spree? HELL NO! because *drumrolls* i saw taufik batisah!omg. everysinglething about him is effing hot la. his height. his nerd specs. his clothes. his style. everything. and that was the first time that my sister and i went crazyy, goo-gagaing over the SAME guy!*laughs. so much fun! and then, we proceed to swensen's@crown prince hotel to have our supper. we were all feeling tired and hungry at the same time and definitely not in a mood for celebration. suddenly, the managers of swensen's was behind me with a balloon and the firhouse ice-cream! it was so unexpected and gotta say tt my sister acted very well. thank you!*hugs.



part two.
My parents and I had a heavy breakfast at the airport canteen eating Nasi Jenganan. One of my favourite dishes in the East area, besides, nasi lemak&nasi sambal goreng@Afganistan. nadi called me all the wayyyy from London and said, "shit. did i call at the right time?... it's already the 18th of Nov rite?" *laughs. it was so funny. and and she told me she bought redha a long sleeve rompers saying. "CHICKS, DIG ME!" omg... can u imagine burm burm in tt?? really really. hahaha. anyway, during tuition time, my tuition kid was very naughty and "sabo-ed" me with powder! knowing that it was the last tuiton lesson and co-incidentally my birthday, he took advantage of that it was good:)

part three.
Did i mention that i have one of the loveliest friends on this planet earth and saturn and mars and venus? WAZZY!!!!!! the birthday surprise was really sweet. and i didn't see it coming at all! she made one of my birthday wishes come true by having a surprise party!*hugs.thank god zikry and redha was at my place at tt time to entertain her because my room just got hit by a tornado.*laughs.





*hugs.

part four.
absolute madness times infinity. at vivO, su,isk,raz,adleen,POOH(a new found friend) and me had dinner@fig&olive. the food there was relatively alright. but the company was all goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood:). again, i was oblivious around my surroundings and they surprised me with another birthday cake!! how sweet. and adleen! i love the butterfly necklace and su,isk and raz, i will get the bag sooon!*hugs. and how can you NOT love POOH? so adorable isn't he?








and, seetal(with shakti) could come afterall!!!i was so so glad to see her after sooo looooong. reallie pleasant surprise:))which means the rest of the buttsisters, soon okie! sooon!



and, you SO do NOT want to know what happened after that.
all of us headed off to forever21 for a quick shopping where i bought a dress. the queue was amazingly long forming a beeline up to the middle part of the shop. while me and seetal was in the queue and the rest were waiting, su had an AMAZING idea to offer chocalates(tt i bought for them) to the patrons and the sales assistant. that idea, was then executed. i swear i was looking for a hole to dig my head into it. damn embarassing!!! but sweet kinda thing.thanks su for that.
*nervous laughter.

and true enough, they made me wear that new dress that i just bought AND made me go to MOS. i knew i was putting myself in a HOT and SPICY soup cos mum is sooo goign to kill me if i come back after twelve. but, i did go afterall. from 1030pm to 1130pm. and got home just a min before twelve. i was thanking god that shakti was driving safely.now, the question is, how did 7 ppl(including su,nigel's friend) fit into shakti's car? we practically squeezed into the car and got sooo high on laughter(su!!!) and the fact tt shakti was blasting bhangra music and driving at the speed of light was madness. notice that i was holding on to the belt for safety reason eventhough it wasn't buckled up. *laughs.









and so, that was my 18th November 2006. my 20th Birthday. filled with wonderful memories, joy and laughter. thank you people for everthing.*AGREATBIGGGHUGGGG*

pictures of 18112006 uploaded.
20!


and reena! thanks for the helping me change the blogskin! i wuv it! and describes me as well! a misconstrued girl who probably will(probably) never grow up.*laughs.

and how did i fair on my first test of being a 20year-old WOMAN. horrible. really really. today was the consequence of having too much fun yesterday. such a thoery? i guess so. KARMA. i'm really really sorry about the whole thing. really. hope things are much better now.*hugs.

hello hello!:) *laughs. it's been awhile since i last blogged. been busy with a hell lot of things. i have 3 tests next week and 1 test the following week. but, surprisingly, i'm enjoying it. maybe it's because i love the modules that i am taking now and also, the fact that my uni friends rock biggggg time! really really. and i swear rashidah is one of the laugh-able friends i have. she doesn't look like that on the outside, but once she start, she can't stop. haha. oh well, but nowwww.. i'm quite pertubed about the fact that i can't do my accounts as efficient i can compared to those times back in bartleyyy. i struggle when the adjudgements made are on shares and capital and i feel so frustrated when the accounts just don't balance! but practice makes perfect. i still have 5 days to go. hopefully i can do much better for the test. and, i got back my assignments, and i'm quite satisfied with it, but nevertheless there is always room for improvement:) mich is officially my new tutor for esap. her writing style is unique and i like how she presents her arguments.anyway, playing netball at kallang is soooo dejavu. in fact, whatever i am experiencing now is dejavu. POA, netball, loving school brings me back to secondary school days. i remembered how obsessive i was in playing netball that i would play netball all by myself under the void deck in sec 2. and how school is such a joy that i studied every single day and consulted my teacher, especially accounts. those days were one of the best-est day of my whole entire life for the simple fact that success was sweeet. hopefully it will revive agaon. InsyaAllah.

anyway, this was what happened last week! and goodbye aidilfitri

friday was girls day out with wazzy, tatia and aziela! ria was supposed to come but she couldn't make it. it would be fun-ner with her around. but oh well, we still had truckloads and truckloads of laughter. and yes aziela, i miss you too eventhough we just met a week ago!*laughs.




saturday's sr raya outing was absolutely crazy. some of us took the hired bus while some of them took izmal's car. and to think that three-quarter of them are pro-dikir guys, you know what to expect from them when the bus "belongs" to them. uhhuh. but it was fun:) hello syarifah alwiyah.misses.


dzarmal,siamese twins of SRJC. one of the bello-est moment during raya.


sunday was spent with my all-time favourite people...
the tj girls!
and again, dayah made this little surprise thingey for the november babies, khairun, sal, me and ili. her cupcakes are finger-licking good and i especially love the one with cookies and cream frosting. thanks dearie for the pleasant surprise:)

the way the tj girls ber"raya"

at my place,n2f,zub aj and sal!(check out sal's sis, zara!) so so adorable.


the november babies and dayah!!!


and.... all of them.

I am tired.
but,somehow or rather,i am beggining to believe that,
nothing is impossible.
psycho-ing helps, remember?

:)

you can do this Sofi.
165 hours to ESAP paper.

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
can you help me unravel my latest mistake,
I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to critisize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track,we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button girl,
So cradle your head in you hands
And breathe, just breathe,
Woah breathe, just breathe

i.don't.know.

but other than that,

*screammmmmssss!!! thank you izk&faridah for the super advanced birthday gift! i love love love the pretty pretty pretty Guess wallet!!! and trust me, it's a very good replacement for my current one. *laughs.(if you were to see the state of my wallet, you would understand. rite izk?shhhh..haha.) anyway, nadi's schedule in UK is very very tight, according to dee. it sucks that she won't be back till early dec because i have soo many things to tell her! *laughs. but oh well, once she's back, i will see her every wed and fri to teach ahmad. so come home soon ok. now now now. talking about that, guess who's back from downtown? yeappp. she is! but she's a little ill when i saw her yesterday. hopefully Alecia gets better. and yes dearie, thanks for the lovely chunky charmed necklace! pretty! and kat darl, the pink voodoo doll handphone string is really cute! you must have a helluva time at bangkok:) and guess what? now, fiona is in bangkok for a short holiday. sheesh. when am i going for one man? and i have a feeling that the only time i'm going soon is with the kids, my sis,bro-in-law and me, as a babysitter. haha. no idea where too. but oh well, a breathe of fresh air maybe the right remedy now for everything:)






managerial econs is getting wayyy tougher now. i was in a comatose state when ting was explaing the topic on auctions and bidding. toughtough topic. but no excuse baby. really. 2 test on the same week next two weeks and i am NOT surprise if the lecturer is being "nice" by giving us SURPRISE test now and then:(((((((

but yeah,so far, this week, has been great. technically, the week is not entirely over, but great weekend to look forward too and it's going to be a superb friday, today!!! i'm so so excited to meet tatia(again!) and the babes later for raya:) and last wed, was madness. we have come a loong wayyyy.. more than a decade? but we are still as insane as ever laa.. the sunflower boy. the wiper incident. the car race. the cam-whoring. the err... JOHN TUCKER tak-jadi?everything. it was great wasn't it? glad we didn't cancel it due to unforseen circumstances:) hope your toothache is now gone yana and tatia, we all love you no matter what( including your fav zikry!!) *laughs.





the tweenie

heh. noodle-lookey likey and the clown.

oh yessss... i've uploaded some pics of raya with friends in my yahoo already!:)
here's the link

pictures:)


enjoy:)

unforseen circumstances sucks.
i'm so so sorry dear i've let you down:((
but there's always this sunday!:)

anyway, sunny goh is magic. and i don't even care if he drags the lecture to 3.5 hours. that's how entertaining he is. and what i've learned today, is that OT is very much entrenched in own today's society. i still ponder as to which paradigm i belong to. the functionalist or the intrepretivist? after much consideration, someone who is very structured and objective in her thinking, the functionalist paradigm suits me best. and that's why, when little things are shaken, i fall into pieces. easily. sheesh. that's where the interpretivist comes in, to console and make me think rationally, i think wazzy,su and isk belong to this paradigm and they have done an excellent job in that area.*hugs. thanks dearies for everything and i love you-s. and we also have another paradigm, the radical humanist whom can be of two extremes. one is the losers, while the other is the genuises. and who belongs to this category? the one and only miss alecia. guess where is she right now? australia, despite the fact that is still not holdays yet! haha. but, of course she belongs to the genuises category. so al, please come home sooon!!! you have lotsa lotsa things to catch up on! miss you hun. how bout tatia? yes, she is categorised under the same paradigm as me!(i think!) well, that's why she's my tweenie!:)and so, many many more intereseting topics to learn in OT and i am so so looking forward to it:) buttt.. the sad thing is, the interesting part of OT starts only in section B. frankly, i don't really like section A of OT because it's regurgitating IBM all over again. and it makes me remind of nageb:(( yes he is a good lecturer. yes he captures you aattention. but he is too long-winded for his own good. but thank god i don't have to see him ever again, unless i take certain modules in my last year in uni. god, please save me.

anyway, school aside,my weekends was reallie reallie packed with tution, POA assignment, open house-SSS AND nadi's farewell. so, they said the paper was doable. hopefully they won't make ridiculouslycareless mistakes for the O levels maths paper 1, insyallah.

so, what else? pigs! pigs! oh oooops. i mean, PICS! PICS!!! haha.

(and yess dearie-sssssss, i will send you guys the pics asap!sorryy)

@eri's place:)




@annisa's place





and here's is my whooole family( mummy's side) minus one uncle and my sister and a few of them



friends, likewise.



to.....

bid (sob sob)

her



farewell.

for her study trip to london and paris.

for.... *drumrolls*

merely a month!!!!

hahahahaha. yes. and yes. nadi got what she wanted. friends AND family to be there on her departure to UK. so, there were almost 30 of us, who sacrificed our time to bid her farewell. me from open house-SSS and tuition. sabila from school camp who took time off, baby rifqi who is turning a month old in a few months time and dee!!!! who has stomach cramps but still came! *laughs*. i love my family. weird weird family. but, they are reallie fun-loving people. so nadi baby, enjoy yourself there alright? and you have to miss win's birthday and my birthday for the second time! -wails- oh well, i still love you. so as redha. so bubbye auntie nadia. come home soooon!