Friday, September 28, 2007


oh dear...

but seriously,

is it that difficult to ask,clarify,question,analyse,think it through,react rationally of it rather than jumping straight into conclusion?

if it is,

i guess it's not so bad being paranoid at all, sometimes.

me,my paranoia and my kianchiongness, major weakness.

but at least, after all that, i am pretty sure of it.


you don't deserve that my dear-s. but you-s will be okay.*hugs.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

for the past three weeks or so,
i finally found the time to visit isk's hall.
wanted to surprise isk, but ended up surprising su instead.

i remembered vividly the conversation su had with isk saying that i was a "super bitch" for cancelling on them; which was part of my surprise plan! grrr...( kau baik mintak ampun dengan aku hari raya ini tauu!haha=P)
according to isk, i was so excited that i was hyper-vantilating. bedekk sey isk! haha. and su was stoned-ly surprised because she slept quite the night before. but wheeeeee.... at least i am managed to keep the surprise long enough and unexpected! oh trust me, i always cock up surprises. haha.
then we went to the next wave@ucc one of those sats. created our own rendition of the next wave, which we can call the tsunami.
of elephant legs, su's yoga dance and isk lari anak-anak(or is it lari-lari anak? my dad better not be reading this. i can just imagine him saying, sia-sia ejer jadi anak cikgu! haha).

but of course, raz's performace was still the best with tights and whatever-nots. hahaha

we bid coach kenny farewell and a safe trip where we imagine coach terence in orange cloth and botak head. i can never see him in the same light, thanks to coach siti. haha.

went to sahara to celebrate di and nad's bdae. i swear their birthday is everyday, everywhere,
and every minute laaaa!!!
and shah turns 21!!!! @ seoul garden and wazzy received a lovely surprise. and kana!!! happy 21st to you too dear. sat sat! but u must puasa k!hahahaha
all the bibik's
and om's buka-ed @ nyai's place and had a rollin' good time




of riding&driving and my lucky $1 coin,
got the cubic, not rectangular spongebob, where bibik syikin better hang it in her daddy's car=P
it's all good,
it's all good, i supposed.
but, i can't. i don't want to.
definitely not now.
please.

Monday, September 24, 2007

"Preparation will only take you so far, after that you gotta take a few leaps of faith."
Michael Scofield


Scofield: It’s just math.
Sucre: What if your math is wrong?
Scofield: You’ll drill into one of a dozen gas lines behind the wall. There’ll be an explosion and we’ll be burned alive.
Sucre: But you’re good at math, right?”



hahahahaha. cheeeeeeeeeeeersssssssss to season 3!!!!!!! one of my best stress reliever!
:)))))))

Thursday, September 20, 2007

i don't like this feeling.
the feeling where you wish you can do something about it,
but
you
just
can't.
i am really sorry.
hopefully it will come soon.
it definitely will, no qualms about that,
but i am not sure when,
and i don't know how.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

school started, with a blast for no particular reason. i simply love mondays because i have my mondok/qondok/qoonoksssss with me. thank god we have agnes to neutralize all the hyper-ness in the air. no more monday blueessss, i hope! and don't get me started on wednesday. oh.my.god. yogie bear! i want to ketuk your kepala you know!stop being irri-noYONG can!?!

i guess whether its tuesday, wednesday, thursday or friday, ten years down the road, i am going to miss every little bit of uni life. all the wonderful friends i made, the colourful notes being SOFIfied, and surprisingly, studying. so its the last year, just give your best of the best-est shot!*hugs


random school shots=)



and so, we had a mini celebration for yanie and shidah's birthday last wed. and yeah!! they love the presents=) oh oh! anddd that random baby bumble bee pic that you see is super adorable rite? he was pushing the pram all by himself la. i wanted to squeeze him and bite his cheeks off, until quincy had to say, "oh my god, my dog has the same exact outfit!"o_0 and what say you for popular pencil box? i think its effing cool la!!! hahahahahahahaha.



loco.


double loco.


=)





Sunday, September 09, 2007

hair grows.
hair grows.
hair grows.
:)
lalalalalalala

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

I wish i knew exactly where did i go wrong and improve on it even harder, one year ago. But three hundred and sixty-five days passed by, and now, new challenges and difficulties. The disparity is so severe that it kills me whenever i think about it. Not loving numbers or a very tough paper shouldn't be an excuse to self when such situation comes to play. fate? shrugs. then why can't it come in patterns like all in one rather than having 3 out of 4? i know i don't have the right to question such statements, but sometimes, when you get really upset, you resort to insanity. yes, of course i cried, again and again which is the best comfort that i look for now. but then again, let's step up another level, pick myself up and go for it. JUST.GO.FOR.IT.

could it be that one last chance for me to keep up with the other 3 mods in the previous sem? i hope so, definitely. if that's the case, i better toughen up. 5 mods with credible results in the last year, ain't easy. But it's possible too. Insya'Allah.

*hugs.