i want to walk out of the exam hall after every paper feeling good about it. But as of now, the probability of that is 0.000000001. at times i feel as though i have forgotten what i have studied and there are times that i am on the roll with that subject. now, with less than two weeks before the daunting exams, there must'nt be room for any panic-attacks, sudden breakdowns and "turned-off topic moods".and even if those annoying busters come, i will remember HAPPY FEET, you,you,you and

the ABCs of achieving your dreams


Avoid negative sources, people, places, things, and habits.

Believe in yourself.

Consider things from every angle.

Don't give up, don't give in.

Enjoy life today. Yesterday is gone, and tomorrow may never come.

Family and friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches.

Give more than you planned to give.

Hang on to your dreams.

Ignore those who try to discourage you.

Just do it!!!

Keep on trying. No matter how hard it seems, it will get easier.

Love yourself first and most.

Make it happen.

Never lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal.

Open your eyes and see things as they really are.

Practice makes perfect.

Quitters never win, and winners never quit.

Read, study, and learn about everything important in your life.

Stop procrastinating.

Take control of your own destiny.

Understand yourself in order to better understand others.

Visualize it.

Want it more than anything.

X-celerate your efforts.

You are unique. In all God's creation, nothing can replace you.

Zero in on your target and go for it!!!



so, believe.
believe in your inner self.
believe through your sheer hard work.
believe in the beliefs of your loved ones.
and lastly,
believe in Allah who gives us strength and joy, even at our lowest moment.
Insya' Allah.

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there there.

let's take a break from the excrutiating exams preparation and joget-joget to the beat okie? and since we celebrated redha's 1st birthday @ShahiMaharani and all the news headlines on abiash(or whatever the call it), what are you waiting for?




okayy. back to BOOks now

happy feeet su-shoeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

look at me ! look at me! i have two front lower teeth. i weellie weellie can't wait for the whole set of teeth to grow so that i can eat seafood,pizzas,pastas and manymany more with auntie sofi! oh anyway, hello! i am redha auntie sofi's nephew. auntie sofi has been weellie busy with exams preparations. but we had a great conversation this morning, though it was short. she wanted me to do a favour by updating her blog. so here it goose! and oh oh! i want chocalate mars bars for my 1st coming birthday okie? *schmilez*

1) last saturday, auntie sofi went for her friend's 21st party at aloha changi. she said she was weeellie high on sugar that she couldn't sleep the whole night. then, she asked me to guess how much it cost and i said, fifty cents! she gave me a look and said, noooooooooo, you need to times one thousand to that amount, redha. that is $500! i want that for my 1st party too!
tee-hee-hee.

oh, but then she said that the birthday girl is a nice girl and blessed with a really nice boyfriend. she buys for her almost everything she wants and doesn't need. i think she's blessed with a pretty face too. hello auntie aimin!

and there were pretty cupcakes too! the last time i saw cupcakes was when i watched disney playhouse about eleven months ago. i was probably one month old and it was featured in the show strawberry cupcakes. i didn't want to watch it but kakak min and sara wanted too and so, me and adam cried and got titis instead.

while eating the cake, she found a new friend. i think her name is audrey or agnes and each of them had huge portions of the cake. why didn't she bring meeee and abang zikry!!!

i tried counting the flowers and there were altogether 42 flowers. dracula from sesame street is going to be so proud of me!!! and is she 42 years old? but auntie sofi told me she's 21!! oh no... maybe i counted wrongly. okie i am going to count again. one, two, three.....

auntie sofi told me that those were cupcakes. but i find it so hard to believe because kakak min and sara always play with them in the toyroom. that's not fair! how come winnie the pooh bear doesnt come to life when i play with it? boo!

she said that flowers make her happy too. and so as abang zikry, wanbuk, yai and everyone else, especially meeeeeeeeeeee!!

lastly, she was so thankful that auntie alecia was there to boogey the night away. i still think she should have brought me along. okie. happy birthday auntie aimin!

2)last friday, auntie sofi's friend anushia graduated! she said that the three of them are reallie good frens because of the evil twins. u mean there are bad ppl out there? oh no... but dun worry, mama always says that Allah will protect us. so it will protect you too!

3)then on good friday the other day, i saw all the wan-s and the om-s. i wanted to play at the beach and play with the sand so that i can hide my feet but i came a little bit and didn't get to play.

and there were so many people there and abang afif loves taking pictures too like auntie sofi! hello abang afif.

rifqy! is my favourite cousin. and we are playing soccer this weekend at neverneverland. auntie diana and abang faris will probably win because we have small feet.

then that night, auntie sofi told me that they met a very pretty girl who was lost. i got scared and didn't dare to ask her. but auntie sofi and uncle isk and everyone else had fun too

i love my yai because everyone says that i look like him. i didn't know that i was cute. hello yai!

oh look! its meeeeeeeeeee. auntie sofi took this picture because mama didn't let me eat the mini cornetto. so i imagined i had an ice-cream in my hand. yummmy!

and i finally get to see auntie liza after so long. auntie sofi said that the whole family should travel again one day just like the other day. i weeliee had fun in langkawi!

4) and end of last month, auntie sofi and her friends celebrated auntie alecia's birthday! she said auntie alecia is 22 going to 2! yeah! auntie alecia can be my closest friend too! i am turning 1 next week!

5) auntie sofi is so happy that auntie wazyy is back from vietnam and she told me that i should meet up with danish one day! so when can i meet him auntie wazzy?

6) auntie sofi said the tagborad is sick and needed to go to the doctor real sooon. so that you can tag, but don't run away. so hello!!

7) she also said the world is a small place, surrounded by nice people and we need to look at the bright side of life. if that doesn't help, she says, tap you feet like happy feet! i don't understand, auntie su, please explain.

8) i can't wemember anymore.... but if i do... i will update more okie?

oh noooo... its getting late. i have to be at wanbuk's house early tom. okie dokie. goodnight everyone and goodnigth barney!=))

it's friday!!!!!

good friday that is. and it better be gooooooooooood. i am not saying that my tue,wed,thurs are baddddd. but today, it's going to be exceptionally good.(i hope):)) well, the family is hosting a chalet@costa sands today till tommorrow. though it was an impromtu decision made by my parents, i am really looking forward to it! i want to cycle-cycle, bury redha legs in the sand with his 5345843508 expressions, mingle around with the family members of daddy's and mummy's side and go out an adventure with the cousins at night and explore places just like the good ol' days. ooooooooooohh. so excigting! but come tommorrow, it's where london brdige comes tumbling after........ :((( at 8.3o sharp, i have to leave the chalet to go to school for OT revision class. well, the pigs will fly high if daddy lets me use his car to drive alone. and sadly, school only ends at 5. and it's glenn morgan himself, the chief examiner whose coming all the way down from london. so, i have no choice but to go for it:( whatever. but i am going to let my hair down and have a rockin' good time later!

and, what's the deal with the not-so-good tue,wed,thurs?

1) i witnessed someone having an epilepsy fits seizure right in front of my two eyes.
2) the family maid. -sigh- i literally don't know how to put it in words already.
3) wazzylove leaving me and khai for ten days to vietnam. (haha! so gay sia sofi)

so, that's what happened briefly and now, i want to be berak. so will update soon.
*hugs

i have a problem with me. a huge one. not only the subject me, but ME. as expected, i felt the presence of the ominous clouds looming over me. but, what i did not realize was, it was soon after. too soon after we truimph our success, too soon after we feel a sense of happiness that makes us fly to the moon and too soon after we ate that whole tub of sweet sinful chocolates ice-cream. the problem with ME is that it involves a grave amount of analytical thinking which is seriously problematic. and the problem with me, is that i think or believe so that, my eyes just can't seem to read between the lines. to achieve that, it involves a whole lot of patience understanding to answer the questions of why this and why that. funny how one can be meticulous but yet careless and enthusiastic but yet dead. i love who i am. but really, i would want to be a better ME. or be better in me. i understand it takes time to be your 'ideal self" and be happy at what you do. but as of now, i am not even close to my "ought self" to begin with. however the day will come, tonight or tommorrow, the sooner the better.

hopefully.hopeful.hope