love is nonsensically a funny thing isn't it? you get all the butterflies and rainbows. then the next min, you are dillusional. i've been in that position countless of times and seriously, i don't blame her at all. on one hand you have an angel showering you with all the wonderful sincere gifts and the other, all he has to say is just a sentence and you can die from diabeticlove. so who do you choose? A or B?tough decision huh? i guess all it takes is the first two seconds. or simply known as instincts. and rationality, seriously does not play in this situation. no matter how much you try to reason things out, you.go.back.to.square.one.

okayyyy.. that was awfully a whole lot of bullshit. but, really, when one of the girlfriends is going through a hard time with lovelife, you tend to reflect and ponder on it more. for instance, " what if it occurs to me? what if occurs AGAIN?" so, if it ever happens(choy!haha!), you have a high predictability of the outcome and in the end, become wiser and definitely smarter(hopefully...haha!)babe, i really hope things will be ironed-out quickly honey because it hurts to see you in that state too.*agreatBIGBIGhug.

.sidetrack.

anyway, when you spend 9 whole days seeing your family every min and sec, they can utter nonsensical stuffs too!

1st CONVO.

zikry: YAI' !!! YAI' !!!

daddy, with a merajuk face.

daddy: si zikry nie kan! panggil papa YAI'!! YAI'!! macam taik!!!!!!

mum and me: BURST into LAUGHTER!!!!!

i swear never in a million years i see daddy saying that. yes, he utters merepek-ness. yes, he cracks really funny jokes. but THAT was hilarious. and up till now, whenever zikry calls for my dad, i will get reminded of that.*laughs.

2nd CONVO.
well, while we were in Malaysia, the cousin had to go to s'pore for some business function. My bro was there to bring him around and he had dinner with the cousin's friedn and the bro.So, after the came back from s'pore(we were STILL in m'sia), the cousin told us something eee-kily hilarious too.

cousin's friend: your cousin is really cute.

(me: puke!)

cousin: ohhhokaayyy..

cousin's friend: what is his highest qualification?

cousin: he is a dip grad.

cousin's friend: oh never mind, he is a BRIGHT guy.

cousin(in hs heart): waddddddddddddddddddddd... you just got to know him for 22 freaking mins!

hahahahahahaah. oh well, i think its really true when they say that no matter how good looking ur siblings,(esp of the opp sex) looks like, you will never agree with your friends. i don't know why. but it's just like i suppose?hahahhahahahahahah

3rd CONVO.

daddy: are you going invite your friends to abang's wedding?

me: ya... i suppose so.

daddy: invite EVERYONE ok! treat it just liek your wedddingggg!!! yeah!

mum: disgruntled face. hahaha

okie... so it is true tt all familes are psychotic aren't they. mine is an understatement. they can go BONKERS anytime anywhere. but, it was fun. there are times we feel like stranggling them, and there are times we feel like giving them a A GREAT BIG HUG every second. but no matter what, i guess they are the ones who have seen my nonsensical moments ever. and if you do, please please keep it to yourself ya? *laughs.