starting from tomorrow, i am going to wear my Havainas to work. yes. the Brazillian slipper-sandal which makes my feet looks naked. so, no more brown or black pumps. and just before i reach the lift lobby, i will go to one secluded corner and THEN change to heels. simply because, firstly, the weather is pretty unpredictable these days that it can look super sunny in the morning and raining cats and dogs in the afternoon, leaving my pumps/heels freaking soaked. secondly, my feet have yet to condition itself to heels. so eventhough it's my 5984375983745937593th wearing it, plasters is a neccessity. i've yet to try and test it, but i think it's more practical than pumps. will see how it goes.

so, i've been reading, listening,talking and watching about stuffs related to work&life and, i am really really beginning to understand why the sky is blue. there are a lot of nay-sayers, faulty thinking messed up in our brains and people who tend to resonates negativity with us when we entertain such thoughts. the sad truth is that these "people" could also be me. these negativities will then manifest into the most wicked things of them all. but the best deal here is that in one second, it can all change into a whole different dimension and bring anyone to the moon. at this point of time, let's not care if it's unrealistic, be affected by the judgements of others/the scarecrow and entertain the what-ifs. the real deal here is that

i believe. i feel. i desire. i want. i write. i draw. i talk. i dream. i visualize. i see.
and i know.

Fusohhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)