this is basi laa.
but makkkkkkkkk.
kennot take it lor
damnn hilarious and embarassing cannn!!!
"hari bodohhhh dayyyy"
one of the yideosss for e 22nd burpday and shidah! ayn! upload e videos! quick! i want to seeeeeee! haha.

one day before 18th Novemeber 2007.
zak yayapapaya labelled sofi as, "the-love-of-my-life"
and sofi can't stop rolling her eyes till it fell off the eye socket.

daysss after 18th November 2008.
and now, sofi can't stop HEH HEH HEH HEHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
and zak, HEH HEH HEH HEHHHHHHHHH also la horrr.
HEH HEH HEH HEH
and
i HNGH you ahhhhhh zak.
<3

i cringe everytime i read the previous post, especially e last part. HAHA. but come to think about it, we always forget to love ourselves, pamper ourselves and take care of ourselves FIRST, before we do the same thing to others. its a good thing that we constantly look out for each other, every nano second of the day, just to make sure that someone is okay/happy. but really really, don't feel big-headed or TTM(tak tahu malu) to admit you are the BEST thing ever that has happened in this universe for YOURSELF and GOD's greatest gift.because, it is TRUE. so, shop like you never shop before. go to the masseuse or spa or facial that you've always wanted to. listen to yourself and protect that precious heart of yours. never ever ever let anyone take anything away from your dreams. only when you start loving yourself, believing in yourself, have faith in yourself, everything else is magic:)

for what's worth, all the birthday celebrations&wishes is/was truly magical and from the bottom of my heart,i sincerely thank you.

i love you.

Dear Sofi,

Though age is just a number, what matters most, lies in your heart and in your mind, ESPECIALLY in your MIND. You have just got to keep on believing in yourself. Listen to the good stuffs and do good things. Dream BIGGGGGGGGGGGGG and keep on going and going and going and going and going and going and going and GOING and GOING. I believe in you.
Happy 22nd Birthday, I love you Sofi.

Love,
Sofi

Do you think you have a psychological problem?

because seriously,
i am THIS CLOSE to run.
so please, don't drive me.

starting from tomorrow, i am going to wear my Havainas to work. yes. the Brazillian slipper-sandal which makes my feet looks naked. so, no more brown or black pumps. and just before i reach the lift lobby, i will go to one secluded corner and THEN change to heels. simply because, firstly, the weather is pretty unpredictable these days that it can look super sunny in the morning and raining cats and dogs in the afternoon, leaving my pumps/heels freaking soaked. secondly, my feet have yet to condition itself to heels. so eventhough it's my 5984375983745937593th wearing it, plasters is a neccessity. i've yet to try and test it, but i think it's more practical than pumps. will see how it goes.

so, i've been reading, listening,talking and watching about stuffs related to work&life and, i am really really beginning to understand why the sky is blue. there are a lot of nay-sayers, faulty thinking messed up in our brains and people who tend to resonates negativity with us when we entertain such thoughts. the sad truth is that these "people" could also be me. these negativities will then manifest into the most wicked things of them all. but the best deal here is that in one second, it can all change into a whole different dimension and bring anyone to the moon. at this point of time, let's not care if it's unrealistic, be affected by the judgements of others/the scarecrow and entertain the what-ifs. the real deal here is that

i believe. i feel. i desire. i want. i write. i draw. i talk. i dream. i visualize. i see.
and i know.

Fusohhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)

i think i have been losing myself lately that i FORGET all about believing. i let myself immerse into it and let the emotions get the better of me. i forget what is being patient is all about. i forget in believing in myself and worry till all the batteries are used up unnecesarily in me. i forget in redha-ing despite the efforts. i forget in ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS looking at the bright side.

so please, Sofi,

1) STOP BROOODING.
2) STOP COMPLAINING.
3) STOP THE UNNECESSARY CONTROLLABLES.

SUCK.IT.UP and JUST.LET.IT.GO.
and REMEMBER, what goes down must come up and what goes up, only stays up.
good day! :)