I do not know whether they heard it right. But, it somehow bothers me. One, the questions from me. GOD, it was somewhere in the back of my mind but it didn't come out right. Two, the part where I learned the most in those days. Of course I cannot rewind back the time, but we move forward, learning, two important lesson. The more and more and MORE you sweat in peacetime, the less you bleed during war.

I know you are always listening to my prayers.

okay. off to doing something fruitful now.