before i say anything, let's just believe that kids are really innocent humble beings AND all evil and satanic creatures are being locked up in their prison for the holy month of ramadhan.

i may be comforting myself, my mum and my sis, but, sometimes, zikry's "third" vision can be of a rational fear, indeed. remember the last few entries about zikry seeing things and intrepreting them in a cute, but quite scary way? it happened again. today. but this time round he described it in a more detailed manner. and it suits the location, time and errr.. everything else. on the way to go for buka @ town with his family(excluding me) around 6-ish, he spotted the chinese red container meant for the burning at the void deck. suddenly, out of the blue, he pointed at it and shouted "mama! mama! there's an alien hiding behind! run! run!" my sis knowing that he possesed such special capabilties, confronted the situation in a rational way along with agama, saying things like, "they are just making funny faces: it's ramadhan, and all the satan will be locked up" i'm not sure how well it worked, but the thought of just gives me cold shivers. i'm reiterating this point again, it's ramadhan, less evil around round? someone please tell me that zikry watches too much cartoons lately?? the whole time my mum was going " subhanallah..." well, zikry is sure a special kid to me and everyone else. hopefully, insyallah nothing dramatic will happen.

anyway, now that ramadhan is here, mum is more stringent on house rules and whatever rules that she implements then and there, suddenly. yes suddenly. for the simple fact that, sometimes, i don't even understand what she's even angry at. and when she's furious, she's a tigeress and you wouldn't want to pat it. so, just to play safe, i have to rush home each day from wherever if there is no school, tuition or driving
:((( hopefully, things will ease off sooner or later. but till then, cheers to household chores, studying, babysitting. yessssssssssssss!!!! :S

*su, yes. 4th oct rite? insyallah i can make it. cos my mum is quite unpredictable. hopefully locking myself up in a dungeon and do wonders will sway her vote to yes.*

and i'm sooooooooooooo in love with ESAP. i used to get this a lot from my friends " sofi.. i think you think tooo much... chill... it will just make the matter more complicated" and you know whattt? whatever i was over-thinking(haha.) is related to cognitive dissonance theory. haha. psychology, social psychology is sooo much fun. though the lecturer can be quite mundane at times, thank god i have M.J Townson(i don't even know how she looks like forgodsakes. haha!) to fallback on.and you know what my lecturer told me? psychology is a very complex subject and you need a lot of undersanding in pursuing it. so, when you are "over-thinking" don't hold back, let the creative juices flow because it is meant to be Complicated. haha! oh wells.

anyway, wazzy! guess what? i was just telling my cousin about how torn apart you were in choosing among 3 people, while me and farah were playing the see-saw game.i said " no la, no la, you go... you message ppl tt he is gg to sing your fav song" and farah will go " ehhh.. she said she wants to marry Hady!!" haha. then you know what my cousin said? her friend was experiencing the SAME PROB and she GAVE UP THE TWO TICKS away too!!! *laughs. well, that shows two things, wazzy you are ze best( as usual!haha!) and this world is made up of incredibly nice and warm people. well, for my world at least.

so who will be crowned singapore idol?? hopefully, the favourite one! but eventhough he didn't make it, the other, is also one of them in my world. nice and warm. i like. both. haha.

okie gtg now. lotsa lotsa readings to do:(((

salam!