reallly. i don't see you as someone participating in my life anymore. all that you have done in the past is still etched in my mind and please don't make me revive it because it's either, one, you make me feel the dumbest person on earth, or, two, i am disgusted by it. i may be melodramatic about this whole issue but i cant help it because knowing the manipulativetwertbastard you, twisting your words is your thing. because when someone mentioned your name, i just happen to remember to remember those awful things. so don't potray the angel that you are not and don't try to outsmart others because as it is, you are the fool here. and the world would probably be much nicer place without you. well, at least inmy world.

chiiiiitot!!!

okieeee. hola! sorry for the rather "LOUD" introduction in this entry. my mood meter was boiling "HOT" when a friend just told me some stuff. but i am much better now, thanks to micheal scoffield and lincoln burrows who is constantly in my mind. hahahaha. anways, i've been fine lately. as usual, there are days where i feel as though i am on top of the world while there are other days where i feel that i am down below. and in times like these, the best remedy has got to be watching prison break.( thanks minmin and sorry wazzy!) though i maybe suffering from suspense fatigue from season 2, i can never get sick of watching lincoln with his badguy look. hahaha. im quite surprised that im looking more at lincoln than micheal this time round. but whattheheck, they are still brothers and i soooo want them. hahahahahahahhahaha.

that aside, my house is a karung gani house. it's official, especially when the aunties came over and declared it. i swear i couldn't stop laughing when my aunt was surveying the house. mak lela was saying, "kiri, mainan zikry, kanan radio lama, depan tilam, macam mana nak jalan?" i have funny aunties. reallie. we can laugh all night long and get high on nothing. crazy families.

talking about crazy, i have crazy friends too! last week, when i met with nadi, faridah, izk and weimin for a short while, we literally went bonkers with lame jokes that cracked us up. i can't really tell you now because accordong to faridah, tellign the joke face to face would be mroe impactful than over the phone or blog. and true enough, when i tried. it failed, causing su to laugh 546890758970567 hours after that conversation.

well, what can i say? i guess i am surrounded by mad people. but, well of course birds of feathers flock together, which makes me equally as mad or maaaaaadeer than them. hhahaha. but i loike it. really. so, rock on people cos you are loved! hugssss*