I wish i knew exactly where did i go wrong and improve on it even harder, one year ago. But three hundred and sixty-five days passed by, and now, new challenges and difficulties. The disparity is so severe that it kills me whenever i think about it. Not loving numbers or a very tough paper shouldn't be an excuse to self when such situation comes to play. fate? shrugs. then why can't it come in patterns like all in one rather than having 3 out of 4? i know i don't have the right to question such statements, but sometimes, when you get really upset, you resort to insanity. yes, of course i cried, again and again which is the best comfort that i look for now. but then again, let's step up another level, pick myself up and go for it. JUST.GO.FOR.IT.

could it be that one last chance for me to keep up with the other 3 mods in the previous sem? i hope so, definitely. if that's the case, i better toughen up. 5 mods with credible results in the last year, ain't easy. But it's possible too. Insya'Allah.

*hugs.