honestly, i think i had BETTER days. days when i need not be demanding, days when i need not ponder about straining relationships, days when i need not be ticked off and upset. all i know is that today is a lesson i need in life. a lesson which prepares me in a few months time in the very unpredictable world. when i thought i had learned enough for standing up for my rights, i guess giving it a little more push ought to do the complete job. countless attempts have been made and innumerable empty promises have been broken. but today, just today, i had to do what i have to do because when enough is enough, it transcends all limits and break emotional barriers and reality sets in. i tend to not realized it six months ago as probably i was just too immersed in it, but half a year gone, i really need to do something about it. i couldn't thank you enough for my friends who have "motivated" me one way or another. i guess, i shouldn't just FEEL it. but i should FEEL and SAY it, rationally. if time permits, i will not stop doing what i love, but there are always, ALWAYS better ones out there which probably got its BASICS RIGHT.

and

SERIOUSLY,

I can't WAIT for tommorrow to come.