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oooh oooh! how can i forget to blog about this! so anywayyy, last saturday nadi invited us to her place for one of her awesome fiesta, where we have to cook from scratch. this time round is mexican food with yummy taste like taco bells and lots and lots of lime nachos. but the sad truth is that, both zak and i have no idea how to cook at all and we basically took instructions from nadi and izk.haha. it was a mad rush from 5-7pm with the ikea people delivering furnitures during buka. but nevertheless, the food was finger-licking good. thank you nadi! more more moree!! and nadiah! so tey-ney-ney laaa... last minute kennot make it!:( next time k hun!

and we wonder what happened to the avocados that we cut. haha.

nadi! i should have stayeddddd! more k nadi&izk. pleaseeeeeeeee. i will come wayyyyyy early and cancel tuition this time round. haha.

Two thumbs-up for 84 minutes of solid emotional roller coaster ride of grey's anatomy.

and my favourite, favourite part....... :)

Meredith narrating: We all remember the bed time stories of our childhood. The shoe fit Cinderella, the frog was turned into a prince, sleeping beauty was awakened with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they lived happily ever after. Fairy tales. The stuff of dreams. the problem is, fairy tales don't come true. It's the other stories. The ones that start in dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. The nightmares always seem to become the reality.

Meredith narrating: Once upon a time, happier ever after. The stories we tell are the stuff of dreams. Fairy tales don't come true. Reality is much stormier. Much murkier. Much scarier.







ultimately, it's how we deal with the nightmares. it's the part after IT that matters.the part where we make it right.we will get there someday, somehow, somewhere.
*hugs.

i like to talk:) talking helps with every sense of the word and the best part is, how people like you and i, make fun of wordssssssss just to laugh about it! haha.

went to last-min shopping and bought bagssss that day.

me: my BAG is gorgeous laaaaaaaaa.
zak: your BACK is gorgeous????? *stops and looks at my back*
me: ZAKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!
zak: that was so random and out of the blue laaaa.
me:-_-

on the way to buy stuffs for raya.

me: okay. should we go geylang or ikea first? i need to go to ikea to buy BOXES.
zak: you need to buy BOXERS at IKEA???? *priceless look*
me: SIULAHHHHHHHHH!!!

zak cannot defend his winning tittle of kentalness cannnnn. who on earth would say that their BACK is gorgeous and be proud of it??? and go ikea especially to buy BOXERS, seluar dalam or coliiiiii??? zak, apasal kau kentalllll ah? haha. sayangggggggggggggs:)

so, anyway, i am soooooo excited to do something different to my room.not sure whether i want to shift the bed and tables. but i am damn sure of getting rid of my notes or sell it on e-bay(ceyyyyy! action sia! haha. but it's my hard-earned effort! LOL).this room needs a breath of fresh air. and yessssssss, THAT JP benjamin sale at hyatt was damn worth it laaaaaaa. 6 bags of Guess for $180?me and syirin went HYPER-CRAZYYYY(literally), and it doesn't matter if we sat on the floor in the middle of the room filled with equally kiasu people, wearing killer heels, freaking last-minute news, super broke(exhausting savings:( ), missing from work for THREE hours, and if the whole world saw seluar dalam laaaaaaaaa.we totally felt satisfied:)butttttttt though the guilt sets in immediately after paying, at this point of time, i wish i bought moreeeeeeeeeee.HAHA. thank you cilin! sayangggg kau. aku PON suka melaram. haha.

and yeah!!

yeh yeh! nak dekat raya!:)

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bei sai tahan lehhhhhh.

isnandar, you know want?

i want to join you and CHOP OFF MY NOSE TOO.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

mfijfienwfiwcnincwncoewjenfrijewn.
i must have gotten it from my manager or my korean kids.
but seriously lorrr.

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

ohh goody.
i just bought my third pair of shoes in a month and in the NAME OF SHOES, thou shall NEVER EVER EVER SAY ENOUGH. i like how the shoe was named, "Goddess" and it truly made me feel that i'm fully in control and ready to rule the world, anytime, when i put it on. you know, the feeling of being a little bit sexy and more confident of yourself. i like it. but taking minute steps and "beautifying" my feet with cute plasters all over my feet made me think thrice about it. oh wellsss, i must get use to this.
till then, it's full throtleeeeeeeeeeee babyyyyyyyy.
and i better get use to that too :/
haha.

UPDATESSSSSSSSSSSSS.
1) let it be known that, SYED ISKANDAR HAMZAHHHHH, i am so SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know the results of the competition is not out yet, but i think that your last minute creation of the 3-min video to lonely planet is very professionally done! i LOVE the music. i LOVE the photos and i LOVE everything about it! and like you said to me, "if you are up there, don't forget me kayyyy" HAHAHA.
YOU JUST MADE ME WANT TO GO TO JAVA NOWWW k.
my bags are packed. how about yours? ceyyyyyyyyyyy.dream on la sofi! haha.


he wants to know what you think!:) go visit isk@my links!:)


2)for three consecutive years, we are the loyal followers of raz's performances and it's no-different this year, whether we have a jargon of our own or not. butttt honestly, the KAKI GAJAH, lari-lari with hands behind our pantat and my hair-band sandal was CLASSIC laaaa.

and i think isk looked DAMN good that night. and not forgetting my lesbian partner for the night/week/year/lifetime:) love you suisk!

3) my sis's family just took family pictures at the botanic gardens and the photography is superb! it must be hard for the kids to stay still and SMILE but nevertheless, whatever they do is always a picture moment. gerammmmmmmm!

this is my favourite:)

if you could just see how ROUND and huggable redha is, you would have done the same thing to redha, or even worse. haha

BIGGGG brother protecting little redha.

little redha being naughty!

MACAM PAHAM ejer pakcik redha nie tauuuuuuuu! haha

4) just when i thought, prison break, grey's AND brothers and sisters was enough, along came gossip girl, which i had no absolute interest in last year UNTIL zak had to introduce it to me! LOL. and i must say, it's veryy gossipy because everyone wants to know who is dating who and all. soooo, not bad. give it a try the second time round yea? i did. and i like it!:)

check out their "uniforms"
if only.... LOL but school's over!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

i've always loved blair's accesories especially her headband and chuck bass' smouldering eyes.

HOT okay.

5) it's pretty much settled now. rough roads at the beginning and definitely more to come in different settings.
my mind is settled.
my heart is calm.
and she is placated:)

awwww... sayangs.

*hugs.

:)

AKV. i think this is the order of my learning style. nothing to do with the collage i did at 3.30a.m, but just so you know, a huge percentage of me "understands" better when you talk to me.
which is why, i think,
i listen too much.
i care too much
and
i love too much.

this collage, i love.
nonsense pictures on nonsense days with you.
and i love you,
like a lot.
really.

the fifth season



now, this is sweeeeeeeeeeeeet.

25th September 2008, come quickly.

till then, we shall continue to watch prison break season 4 yeah, honey?

oooooooh, this is going to be REAL GOOD.

emotions aside,
rationally, i think i am busy growing up
:)

sunday.

i was full of angst, but i kept it within me.
choices are given, but somehow, with a lot of irrational restrictions.
i hold on to this strongly;
"i am stronger and more patient than this"
but sometimes i forget about it and wail horribly.
i need a breath of fresh air
and i wish you are a little bit more supportive.
those words you said are just words,
which are, as usual, of no value to me.
thank god i listen selectively, and hear only the good things.
it's not something new, but sometimes, i wish you can cut me some slack.
if it's good, then good.
and if it's bad, then i learn.
so i got myself almond magnum and pick myself up.
with all that's said and done,
i tell myself;

i am stronger and more patient than this.
i am definitely stronger and more patient than this.

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near
There can be miracles
When you believe

i believe in you.
i sincerely do.

sometimes, throughout my life, i think that you are the most cyncial and meaniest person ever in this entire universe.

anwayyyyy, I am so so thankful that after so longgggggg, I can finally mean what i say and say what i mean, thattttttttttttttttttttt I am a GRADUATE!

:))))))))

*throw hats high above the air!*

Alhamdulilah:)

In the light of Ramadhan, i wish to grow more with You.
In the light of Ramadhan, i wish to grow closer with You.
In the light of Ramadhan, i wish that every challenge i face is with a lot of patience and faith.
In the light of Ramadhan, i wish to be a better Muslim.

ESPECIALLY in the light of Ramadhan.

InsyaAllah.

Happy Ramadhan:)