sureeeeeeeee:))))) i will definitely pick you up, send you home, go to mount faber, if only you buy me a car!!!! tee-hee-hee. so yes, alhamdulilah, i passed my driving test yesterday morning. thank god the road conditions was not as chaotic i thought it would be during the rush-hour period, mr sunshine was smiling brightly on me and everything else was fine......... except ME!!! really, the night before i had nightmares of the striking down the poles, stalling the engines 394085490580349 times and a horri-terrible tester! and true enough, initially during the warm-up i was visibly shaken and stammered when i talked to the instructor. but after a few rounds, i gained the confidence and voila! everythign else seemed like a miracle. i guess daddy's advice worked for me. he is really a teacher in everything. not only in malay, english but also driving. he said, "treat the tester's intructions as though they are just voices from the radio and their body is a huge teddy bear" well, of course it was very hard to imagine the latter, but reallie, the thought of psychologically thinking that they are not there makes the world calmer. haha. well, not everything was perfecto though, when i was out of the circuit, my engine brake sucks big time and my speed was definitely badddd. most of the time i was marked due to insufficient acceleration such that the tester had to scare me saying, "eh.... you are the last one to arrive lehhh.." i am like, what's that suppsed to mean, i am alredy here, sitting beside you, close to peeing in my pants and you dropped a bomb like that. oh wells what can i say, all of them are supposed to be scary, but alhamdulilah, nothing major happened. well as for now, i still have one major test to pass and a couple of issues to deal with before i let the wind blow trhough my hair as i drive. the "hasan-loves-his-car" test, meet speedy gonzalas to get tips and of course gain the trust of people who is highly doubting me in driving! hopefully by then, i can drive you guys nuts and have fun in the car as usual.

as of this moment, things are looking up and i hope it stays that way. got back my esap paper and alhamdulilah, it went fine. i really didn't expect it, but complacency is the last thing i should feel right now. and just now, i have never felt sexier driving in daddy's car, though i still got to get used to the futile left leg. and as of this instant, i better hit the bed before the bed hits me in the lecture theatre tommorrow. i shall not be a complain queen and just count my blessings as of now. i am so happy right now that i can eat a whole tub of ben&jerry's fossil fuels without feeling guilty. so, yupp, hopefully this mood meter of 10 stays the same though i still believe in balance. well, let's not think about tt now yarhh and enjoy the good vibes! so... let's zooooooooooooom people!:)))