i had a decent conversation with him and surprisingly, there was no shoutings, no harshness and no vulgarities involved. it wasn't exaclty how i expected it to be especially based on the fact that he has been extremely patient with me after that day. in fact, i can barely recall if we ever said anything like that to each other before, besides kidding around, when we were in it.

point being, it's closed. settled. solved.

and probably a chapter that will never be opened again. it's really sad to deal with it in that manner, but we had to do what we have to do, i had to say what i have to say, assertively. and this time round, he finally gets it as i unclouded his mind for the umpteenth time. i wouldn't say what we went through was all perfect neither was it thunderous and nightmarish. the laughter that was filled in and the sincerity of it all made it wonderful and special. but i guess, things are just not meant to be one way or another and it's best we go separate ways. wasted as there could have been so much more to it, but sadly, on my part, it died. it died, eversince. though i wish i never heard or never seen, i guess reality is still my bestfriend. and i hope it's yours too.



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