i feel almost ashamed just to have to stoop down to a certain level just to justify the situation. but maybe it's necessary.

it's such a sad thing you deleted that post. if you're not going apologise for threatening to defame me with the 'truth' that you are so sure that Sofi doesn't know, the humiliation you get from writing that entry would at least make up for it. i hated it's contents because it was malicious, accusatory, naive, petty & inaccurate. but what i loved was other people's reaction to it. your reputation as a cool, sensible dude went down like an iron balloon.

"sialah petty sak dier"
"sialah aku tak caya dier macam gini"
"i couldn't believe he's so immature"

those are not my words my boy. like Sofi and i said, we can't control other people's opinion. their opinions aren't decided by what we ask them to think. it's shaped by their perception of your actions and reactions. so if people think badly of you, don't point fingers at us for badmouthing you. and girl, people already bitched about you long before Sofi & i were together. so if you want to play victim so much, go ahead, publish your version of your story. maybe you can gain some sympathy points from there.

if you see people talking in hushed tones, they are not bitching about you. if you see people looking at your direction, they are not admiring you. if people blog about a certain character that they did not put a name to, they are not referring to you. the world doesn't revolve around you. only his world does. get over it.

with love, hugs & kisses, bites & pinches