it is 3a.m and i am very wide awake. my body clock is going haywire and i have no idea how i am going to wake up for 9 a.m for my power-walking around my neighbourhood tomorrow. YES, you heard me right, POWER-walking. been doing some simple form of exercise for two main reasons. the first one is for loooooooooooong term so that erm, i wont turn out to be a hippo anddddddddd to prepare myself for rock-climbing with the kodoks next week! i have never ever ever climbed a rock wall before and the last time i did, i only manage to climb the first quarter of the wall. so, if yanie is going to be there, she is so so going to be my girlie buddy. Yippie.

and damnit, i left my book in my brothers car. i am so so desperate to know what is going to happen to Lucinda after how Nick treated her and i am seriously hooked to that book now. the feeling is so strong that i am willing to walk a good 3 km to bro's house just to get my book since
i.can't.sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

i think maybe cos anak-anak hasan had so so much fun at west coast park that my energy level is 984923080202840928304320942904820 and i can just do my power-walk this very moment. haha. but seeing kakak on that mini flying fox was just hilarious and how we just push each other from one end to another. we should do this meet-up every week, the anak-anak hasan plus menantu dan cucu sahaja. sungguh lively.

but prior to that we went to bro's office at german centre and seriously, the concept of german corporate culture is just so so different. open concept, no partition and very very very small company. we had the whole place to ourselves and me and redha were playing with the chairs in his office, while zikry was just obsessed in massaging me. shiok!haha

so, its 2 more days to the big BIG day. got ABANG DIN to doa for us just now. thought he was joking, but noooooo, he was really serious and he doa for a good 45 sec, till he said, takaballahuminkum! minawaminkumtakabalyakarim. ameeen.

still very wide awake. i think my rambling nonsense is going to stop here while i read another book and i shall stop thinking about what is Lucinda's next move.
so, move on and stop brooding.

happy reading, you!

today i made a promise to myself,

physically,
mentally(family) and
emotionally.

so, KEEP IT and
lets put in the effort together shall we?

“People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.”

—	Jodi Picoult, Handle with Care

nadi&budi.
the favourite couple of the year is going to ungu concerto with my kodoks!
YAYNESS!
and Hady is gg to be there.
melts melts melts.

It is not about what you know, but who you know.

to itik and kambing tommorow at nadi's!

andddd

i wonder if it really taste like RUBBER ducky.

sick puppy today.
and this photo is beautifully taken by Mr Lobaloba,

who is definitely enjoying every single moment

“A great friend is like a good bra… hard to find, supportive, comfortable, always lifts you up, never lets you down or leaves you hanging and it always close to your heart"

Gen Dalley

Got this from one of my girlfriends tumblr and seriously. it's either she is my long lost twin or another Sofi that i know. This is because we think alike(though i feel that she is wayyyy smarter,patient and motherly than me) and we somehow go through certain experiences in life in the same timing. There are so many things that we agree on so many different levels and truly, when it comes to certain things, she will be the first person i turn to. And she, is a good bra. A damn good one from either La Senza or Mark&Spencers, hard to find(really to think that we are still damn close up till now), supports in everything and anything I do, seriously comfortable in every sense of the word, always lifts me up whenever I am, never ever lets me down and always there on time, always, always, always there and seriously, her warmth is impeccable that she is always close to my heart. Sometimes i wonder if i am a good bra like she always do. But really, if i failed to be a good bra, i will work on it and do something about it to be just like her or better and NOT LEAVE IT HANGING.

and sometimes i wonder to, are you really a good bra?

If the Tibetians find it respectful to stick your tongue out at someone else, similarly, being Pro-Tibetians, we are just showing random acts of love!

and really, nothing else matters.

like cherry, chocalate, candy,
meet sue, sofi, syirin.
the sisters i never had.
only the fact that
sue originally comes from Vietnam,
sofi comes from Indonesia,
syirin comes from the Middle East.
i sayang you guys so much.
how ah?
haha.

next time, when you want to play a prank, think twice!

Sofi really really want baby girls, first. heh. and then, baby boys. woots!

And Insyirah is really really really really cute.
macam maner nieee?

http://tv.gawker.com/5502227/all-the-single-babies

All the single babies! All the single babies! All the single babies! All the single babies. Wo-oh-ohhohh-ohh. woooooooahhhhhhhhhh

super cute cannnnnnnn

urgh. the belacan bacin smell still lingers on me now and seriously, its not sexy at all(humming to the tune Big girls don't cry by Fergie). i guess its still stuck to my nostrils despite digging it out a million times in the bathroom just now. i watched blindside only because of the hot momma Sandra Bullock. I've always liked her eversince Miss Congeniality as she sings, "You think I'm gorgeoussss, You wanna date meeeee, You wanna loveeee me" Yikes! And she must possess some skills to win the best in the academy awards and worst in the razzie all in the same year. but oh wells, i need to look into these celebrities a little bit deeper now. Oprah, Ellen, Sandra and all that. Not because i am inspired to be an actress, more of their many random acts of kindness(R.A.K) How Ellen generously gives IPOD aways to audiences like free PADs(the ones we see in magazines) and Oprah having such a huge heart for the minorities of the world.

so, tomorrow, about running my own show. i know it can be done. to think that i have yet to put a finger on it and start practicing, but she told me to just chillax and do it from the heart. And i think that is essentially the point. no point writing thousands of scripts, correcting the grammar, using bombastic vocab, because what matters the most is the inside. so, i know, i have Oprah, Ellen and Sandra by my side to look at just in case of a panic attack. but seriously, i think i am better at dealing with those attacks already. now, gotta start rehearse and let the show begin!

Be more splendid, more extraordinary. Use every moment to fill yourself up - Oprah Winfrey.

Kind of reminded me of Su awesome and Sofi awesome motto: WE WANT MOREEE! Iloveyoubabysu!

reflexion//
so,
follow the love equation/

why are you so freaking awesomeeeeeeeeeeee?
and i know some day you'll be an awesome awesome AWESOME dad.
hi baby anaqy!

MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY MONDAY

COME QUICK, DAMNIT!

i can hear the waves splashing to the shore again,
i can smell the salt water and sea creatures from afar again,
i can see the boys surfing against the wind again,
i can taste the A.C.C with the spread of nasi padang again
i can feel the freedom once again!

oooooooooo... July 2010, please materialise, please please please.

because insyirah is the cutest baby in the whole wide world. in nadi's words, nyonya jual telorrrrrrrrr. with the hair and the lips.

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.