i've been tutoring for the past 12 months or so, and it's really sad to say that my savings does not meet my expectations:(((( i simply abhor when the screen on the atm machine shows a very dry amount in my uob savings and how i wish that miraculously, that measely amount could jump up to a 467095679057690864850948504 digit-number or something. *laughs* well, we all have big dreams don't we?

anyway, tution has started and i'm so elated that my pay is coming sooon(because it is looong overdued)! however, it's only 1 kid out of the 6 tuition kids that i'm tutoring. so, still a loong way to go to the ultimate dream. haha. but, tutoring kids does come with a price of their own. i mean, to elucidate the same concept gazillion times is not that fun. it comes with sheer patience and understanding. plus, it doesn't help the fact that the kids can be utterly rude at times. but oh wells, at the end of the day, you know the the pot of gold is waiting for you patiently :)))

ok, something happened in the earlier part of the day and i need to get it out of my system. you know, i can never ever comprehend why some people can be so indifferent about things. and the worst thing is that, it'd be the last thing that you would expect from them. i don't even know where to begin or how to pour it out. but, i guess, God has His means and ways of why it happened or how it exactly happened. and i know, Zikry, will always be that special little boy who warms people with his boat-like smile and contagious laughter. and for a 4 year-old kid to understand emotions, his e.q is limitless. i wuv you Zikry.and so as mama, ayah, wan bu, yai and om heder. *hug-a-bug* hug.