sometimes,
i feel like running far far away and come back only when i am fully gratified with things on my side.
it's getting OUT of CONTROL with no directions.
because sometimes,
i am beginning to feel that things are a little bit too overbearing.
i need a breather.
i need a 25th hour.
ultimately, i think it's about time that,
i need more time,
for myself.
:(

but each time,
i feel a little lousy and useless,
that anything possible could go wrong, went wrong,
i will remind myself of HIM
and feel much better.
i hope.
:)