it's 5 in the morning. i can't sleep. i dunno why. tried to shut my eyes hoping to sleep but i can't.tried to read the book which i just borrowed from the library, but i can't. i reallie dunno why.but maybe.it could be because that im overwhelmed by what had happened today!cos, i went for a retail THERAPY!!! haha.. and trust me its shiok! (am i rite aziela? hee).. its like one of the bestest shopping spree that i ever went, where i just splurge into whatever i want, after saving for weeks. yes, im half broke now till i get my next tuition pay.but oh wells.it was damn worth it.haha.but on top of that.many unplanned things happened today.well.in the morn, met nadi and din for breakfast(was sooo nice to see them after soooo long.but it was so incomplete without nad :( ) then.supposed to meet teresa for shopping.well,we did meet but its only for while cos poor teresa wasn't feeling well.... so she had to go home... (and teresa dear.. it's ok.. don't worry... whatever it is, im glad tt u r feeling better now) then... i was frantically looking for ppl to accompany me before i meet the sr ppl at night.. so.. alecia saved the day for awhile..haha... but nevertheless..i did my fair bit of window shopping!!!but then... the real heroine for the day was aziela(she was with her sis though).. if its not for her... i'd be alone in town, shopping. haha.. but.. yeaps... it was reallie fun.. then.. of course... i met the sr ppl after tt.. i reallie reallie miss them.too bad aizat wasnt there.if not it'd been fun-ner.. haha... but.. so long as there are ppl ard me who can make me laugh and smile... im happy... thanks guys for the day... it was reallie reallie fantabulous. and farah, i never knew bout the moonwalk thingey tt u and omar did back in sr! freaking funny la u.. and shennie... prom queens rule!!! hehe... and ohhhmmyyygooodd... i forgot one thing... i accidentally bump into mdm ainon!!!!!! boy! i miss her man! and when was the last time me ayn and wazzy had coffee with her? 5 months ago? i dunno... but whatever it is.. she said our date is on!!! sun night... same place.. she better make it this time round*fingers crossed* so yippiee!!! another fruitful day(rite..the guilt for taking a break from studies just feels so wrong :( ).. haha..

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hangin' on