do you have to?
do you have to let it linger?

this.is.killing.me.

and it is NOT just a medical drama.

*snaps back to reality

-wailssssssssss.why do they always always have to do that??? leave us hanging in the air??? but i think it's obvious who meredith is going to choose now, though she is slipping the gem away. but... humans are funny don't you think? one minute she wants him and the next minute she wants another him. but oh well, at least she tried, i mean, they tried. and we all tried. but what can we say? it's F.A.T.E

there's too much to say in grey's anatomy and my brain is probably malfunctioning now due to lack of sleep and excessive crying. but tomorrow, i must must pick myself up and be fully focus.

and i think i'm going to mourn over denny's death for quite awhile.

=....((((