khai, i have got to agree with you. not only do i sound like dory, i even look like dory and most important of them all, i think like dory!! one minute i can speak about anything under the sun regarding Milgram's obedience study and the next min, POOF! it's gone. well, i guess i really need to seek professional PSYCHO-logist help rather than studying one. -sheesh- one more paper to go. satu.ika.wahid.runder(tamil.correct?no?haha)! :)))))

and did i say Jordin rocked the stage during the finals??? i am effing proud of her! and at the age of 17, that's definitely an amazing talent. all that i can remember when i was 17 was probably suffering in C Maths with Mr Tan and running 2.4. haha.
anyway, hola people! :)) the 'studyin camp' has been quite fruitful and fun i must say. met a couple of new friends and friends-friend. some papers were tey-ney-ney but others were not too bad. i am really hoping that my last paper would be nice and not evil. so, all the best to you too!:)

so, nad and ash are graduating this year, which means i don't get to see them as often. -wails- but it's alright, those days ROCK-ed, even with the most boring activity and tom,dick or harry can think of, studying!!!!

on the 22nd May, lil zikry. a.k.a lil rascal turned 5 and celebrated his mailto:birthday@swensens. and i especially love this picture because lil redha a.k.a lil buddha was focusing on the ice-cream and lil zikry was trying his best to focus his eyes on the camera. can you imagine if redha could talk by now? he would probably be saying, "Hey bro! get your hands off my neck and ice-cream! this is mine! all mine!!!!" which somehow leads to the question who is the bigger brother? oooooooooh. u don't know what that lil budha is very capable of. haha!!!

see! i told you! just look at the expression on redha's face! geram!

and he turned 1 too on the 25th April where we celebrated@ShahiMaharani. it was amazing to see how somehow or rather this lil redha a.k.a lil buddha knows that it we were celebrating his birthday. he was very well-behaved, grooved to the hindustani music(which was very entertaining) and he practically ate everything from one end of the table to the other end! but what i love most is of course the live-band of hindustani music which was very soothing to my ears. so so watching more hindi films after ESAP!

sayang banget!

very extra! we know! haha

i know this entry is super-lambatnakmampos. but i still luv u! and i know u still luv me! happpie 21st tya! that pizza hut incident with the waiter was classic. okie, here we go again.

1....

2..

3.

hahahahaha

semua hadirin hadirat sekalian, saya akan pergi jauh dari sini sementara, oleh kerana sudah lambat mahu ketemui encik rashida untuk mempelajari psikologi. baiklah, say akan minta ampun dan minta diri dahulu. moga-moga bahagia selalu. rindu banget sama semua.

haha. damn rojak la my malay. i know i know. such a shame to my dad. what kind of prodigy he has. but oh wells, till wed, last paper last paper!!!!!!!! wheeeeeee:)))))

tagborad board under-renovation. and tey-ney-ney-ney la.

''Yusuf Islam - My Mother''

Who should my give your love to?

My respect and My honour to?

Who should I pay good mind to - after Allah, And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother,

Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hold you

And clean you and clothe you

Who used to feed you

And always be with you?

When you were sick, stay up all night, Holding you tight?

That’s right no other, my Mother

Who should you take good care of, Giving all my love?

Who should you think the most of - after Allah And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother, Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then your Father

Cause who used to hear you Before you could talk?

Who used to hold you Before you could walk?

And when you fell, who’d pick you up?

Clean your cut?

No one but, your Mother, your Mother

Who should you stay right close to?

Listen most to?

Never say no to – after Allah And Rasullullah?

Comes your Mother, Who next?

Your Mother

Who next?

Your Mother

And then you Father

Cause who used to hug you

And buy you new clothes?

Comb your hair and blow your nose?

And when you cried who wiped your tears?

Knows your fears?

Who really cares?

Your Mother Say Alhamdulillah,

Thank you Allah

Thank You Allah for my Mother

HAPPY BELATED MUMMY'S DAY EVERYONE!

:)

i want to walk out of the exam hall after every paper feeling good about it. But as of now, the probability of that is 0.000000001. at times i feel as though i have forgotten what i have studied and there are times that i am on the roll with that subject. now, with less than two weeks before the daunting exams, there must'nt be room for any panic-attacks, sudden breakdowns and "turned-off topic moods".and even if those annoying busters come, i will remember HAPPY FEET, you,you,you and

the ABCs of achieving your dreams


Avoid negative sources, people, places, things, and habits.

Believe in yourself.

Consider things from every angle.

Don't give up, don't give in.

Enjoy life today. Yesterday is gone, and tomorrow may never come.

Family and friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches.

Give more than you planned to give.

Hang on to your dreams.

Ignore those who try to discourage you.

Just do it!!!

Keep on trying. No matter how hard it seems, it will get easier.

Love yourself first and most.

Make it happen.

Never lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal.

Open your eyes and see things as they really are.

Practice makes perfect.

Quitters never win, and winners never quit.

Read, study, and learn about everything important in your life.

Stop procrastinating.

Take control of your own destiny.

Understand yourself in order to better understand others.

Visualize it.

Want it more than anything.

X-celerate your efforts.

You are unique. In all God's creation, nothing can replace you.

Zero in on your target and go for it!!!



so, believe.
believe in your inner self.
believe through your sheer hard work.
believe in the beliefs of your loved ones.
and lastly,
believe in Allah who gives us strength and joy, even at our lowest moment.
Insya' Allah.

:(

there there.

let's take a break from the excrutiating exams preparation and joget-joget to the beat okie? and since we celebrated redha's 1st birthday @ShahiMaharani and all the news headlines on abiash(or whatever the call it), what are you waiting for?




okayy. back to BOOks now

happy feeet su-shoeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

look at me ! look at me! i have two front lower teeth. i weellie weellie can't wait for the whole set of teeth to grow so that i can eat seafood,pizzas,pastas and manymany more with auntie sofi! oh anyway, hello! i am redha auntie sofi's nephew. auntie sofi has been weellie busy with exams preparations. but we had a great conversation this morning, though it was short. she wanted me to do a favour by updating her blog. so here it goose! and oh oh! i want chocalate mars bars for my 1st coming birthday okie? *schmilez*

1) last saturday, auntie sofi went for her friend's 21st party at aloha changi. she said she was weeellie high on sugar that she couldn't sleep the whole night. then, she asked me to guess how much it cost and i said, fifty cents! she gave me a look and said, noooooooooo, you need to times one thousand to that amount, redha. that is $500! i want that for my 1st party too!
tee-hee-hee.

oh, but then she said that the birthday girl is a nice girl and blessed with a really nice boyfriend. she buys for her almost everything she wants and doesn't need. i think she's blessed with a pretty face too. hello auntie aimin!

and there were pretty cupcakes too! the last time i saw cupcakes was when i watched disney playhouse about eleven months ago. i was probably one month old and it was featured in the show strawberry cupcakes. i didn't want to watch it but kakak min and sara wanted too and so, me and adam cried and got titis instead.

while eating the cake, she found a new friend. i think her name is audrey or agnes and each of them had huge portions of the cake. why didn't she bring meeee and abang zikry!!!

i tried counting the flowers and there were altogether 42 flowers. dracula from sesame street is going to be so proud of me!!! and is she 42 years old? but auntie sofi told me she's 21!! oh no... maybe i counted wrongly. okie i am going to count again. one, two, three.....

auntie sofi told me that those were cupcakes. but i find it so hard to believe because kakak min and sara always play with them in the toyroom. that's not fair! how come winnie the pooh bear doesnt come to life when i play with it? boo!

she said that flowers make her happy too. and so as abang zikry, wanbuk, yai and everyone else, especially meeeeeeeeeeee!!

lastly, she was so thankful that auntie alecia was there to boogey the night away. i still think she should have brought me along. okie. happy birthday auntie aimin!

2)last friday, auntie sofi's friend anushia graduated! she said that the three of them are reallie good frens because of the evil twins. u mean there are bad ppl out there? oh no... but dun worry, mama always says that Allah will protect us. so it will protect you too!

3)then on good friday the other day, i saw all the wan-s and the om-s. i wanted to play at the beach and play with the sand so that i can hide my feet but i came a little bit and didn't get to play.

and there were so many people there and abang afif loves taking pictures too like auntie sofi! hello abang afif.

rifqy! is my favourite cousin. and we are playing soccer this weekend at neverneverland. auntie diana and abang faris will probably win because we have small feet.

then that night, auntie sofi told me that they met a very pretty girl who was lost. i got scared and didn't dare to ask her. but auntie sofi and uncle isk and everyone else had fun too

i love my yai because everyone says that i look like him. i didn't know that i was cute. hello yai!

oh look! its meeeeeeeeeee. auntie sofi took this picture because mama didn't let me eat the mini cornetto. so i imagined i had an ice-cream in my hand. yummmy!

and i finally get to see auntie liza after so long. auntie sofi said that the whole family should travel again one day just like the other day. i weeliee had fun in langkawi!

4) and end of last month, auntie sofi and her friends celebrated auntie alecia's birthday! she said auntie alecia is 22 going to 2! yeah! auntie alecia can be my closest friend too! i am turning 1 next week!

5) auntie sofi is so happy that auntie wazyy is back from vietnam and she told me that i should meet up with danish one day! so when can i meet him auntie wazzy?

6) auntie sofi said the tagborad is sick and needed to go to the doctor real sooon. so that you can tag, but don't run away. so hello!!

7) she also said the world is a small place, surrounded by nice people and we need to look at the bright side of life. if that doesn't help, she says, tap you feet like happy feet! i don't understand, auntie su, please explain.

8) i can't wemember anymore.... but if i do... i will update more okie?

oh noooo... its getting late. i have to be at wanbuk's house early tom. okie dokie. goodnight everyone and goodnigth barney!=))

it's friday!!!!!

good friday that is. and it better be gooooooooooood. i am not saying that my tue,wed,thurs are baddddd. but today, it's going to be exceptionally good.(i hope):)) well, the family is hosting a chalet@costa sands today till tommorrow. though it was an impromtu decision made by my parents, i am really looking forward to it! i want to cycle-cycle, bury redha legs in the sand with his 5345843508 expressions, mingle around with the family members of daddy's and mummy's side and go out an adventure with the cousins at night and explore places just like the good ol' days. ooooooooooohh. so excigting! but come tommorrow, it's where london brdige comes tumbling after........ :((( at 8.3o sharp, i have to leave the chalet to go to school for OT revision class. well, the pigs will fly high if daddy lets me use his car to drive alone. and sadly, school only ends at 5. and it's glenn morgan himself, the chief examiner whose coming all the way down from london. so, i have no choice but to go for it:( whatever. but i am going to let my hair down and have a rockin' good time later!

and, what's the deal with the not-so-good tue,wed,thurs?

1) i witnessed someone having an epilepsy fits seizure right in front of my two eyes.
2) the family maid. -sigh- i literally don't know how to put it in words already.
3) wazzylove leaving me and khai for ten days to vietnam. (haha! so gay sia sofi)

so, that's what happened briefly and now, i want to be berak. so will update soon.
*hugs

i have a problem with me. a huge one. not only the subject me, but ME. as expected, i felt the presence of the ominous clouds looming over me. but, what i did not realize was, it was soon after. too soon after we truimph our success, too soon after we feel a sense of happiness that makes us fly to the moon and too soon after we ate that whole tub of sweet sinful chocolates ice-cream. the problem with ME is that it involves a grave amount of analytical thinking which is seriously problematic. and the problem with me, is that i think or believe so that, my eyes just can't seem to read between the lines. to achieve that, it involves a whole lot of patience understanding to answer the questions of why this and why that. funny how one can be meticulous but yet careless and enthusiastic but yet dead. i love who i am. but really, i would want to be a better ME. or be better in me. i understand it takes time to be your 'ideal self" and be happy at what you do. but as of now, i am not even close to my "ought self" to begin with. however the day will come, tonight or tommorrow, the sooner the better.

hopefully.hopeful.hope

sureeeeeeeee:))))) i will definitely pick you up, send you home, go to mount faber, if only you buy me a car!!!! tee-hee-hee. so yes, alhamdulilah, i passed my driving test yesterday morning. thank god the road conditions was not as chaotic i thought it would be during the rush-hour period, mr sunshine was smiling brightly on me and everything else was fine......... except ME!!! really, the night before i had nightmares of the striking down the poles, stalling the engines 394085490580349 times and a horri-terrible tester! and true enough, initially during the warm-up i was visibly shaken and stammered when i talked to the instructor. but after a few rounds, i gained the confidence and voila! everythign else seemed like a miracle. i guess daddy's advice worked for me. he is really a teacher in everything. not only in malay, english but also driving. he said, "treat the tester's intructions as though they are just voices from the radio and their body is a huge teddy bear" well, of course it was very hard to imagine the latter, but reallie, the thought of psychologically thinking that they are not there makes the world calmer. haha. well, not everything was perfecto though, when i was out of the circuit, my engine brake sucks big time and my speed was definitely badddd. most of the time i was marked due to insufficient acceleration such that the tester had to scare me saying, "eh.... you are the last one to arrive lehhh.." i am like, what's that suppsed to mean, i am alredy here, sitting beside you, close to peeing in my pants and you dropped a bomb like that. oh wells what can i say, all of them are supposed to be scary, but alhamdulilah, nothing major happened. well as for now, i still have one major test to pass and a couple of issues to deal with before i let the wind blow trhough my hair as i drive. the "hasan-loves-his-car" test, meet speedy gonzalas to get tips and of course gain the trust of people who is highly doubting me in driving! hopefully by then, i can drive you guys nuts and have fun in the car as usual.

as of this moment, things are looking up and i hope it stays that way. got back my esap paper and alhamdulilah, it went fine. i really didn't expect it, but complacency is the last thing i should feel right now. and just now, i have never felt sexier driving in daddy's car, though i still got to get used to the futile left leg. and as of this instant, i better hit the bed before the bed hits me in the lecture theatre tommorrow. i shall not be a complain queen and just count my blessings as of now. i am so happy right now that i can eat a whole tub of ben&jerry's fossil fuels without feeling guilty. so, yupp, hopefully this mood meter of 10 stays the same though i still believe in balance. well, let's not think about tt now yarhh and enjoy the good vibes! so... let's zooooooooooooom people!:)))

i guess the gap between us is bout 4 mins?

rite tya?

but you r mum said it was 3 mins.

confused?

good.

cos so am i.

but i care, cos......

i sayang the twin manyak-manyak lorrr!!!

*hugs*

about than a week ago, i said goodbye to my mocks, flirted around with scoffield and save burrows from the padman, trying to save the cheerleader, to save the world AND got stuck in the operating theatre with the interns to, save lives. i pretty much enjoyed the regained freedom from the excrutiating exams which was sadly, just THE BEGINNING.

and just now, on a beautiful SUNDAY morning(*wails), i had to wake up early in the morning to listen to the melodious voice of baldwin and ting which only ended at 5.35p.m. so, sunday is the new monday and a week later, saturday will be friday and so on so forth. which basically means, weekends=weekdays! don't ask me how the system works, because it is just the way it is, but all i want right now zero distraction. yes. distractions that will make my imagination go wild and out. distractions that will make me paranoid as i can be. distractions that will make my eyes wide open even i am in the deepest of sleep. but, even if the biggest wave of distractions hit me, i guess 2006 had trained me well to deal with it. Insyallah:):):)

and how about distractions that cannot be controlled? i am still going to date scoffield, i am still on the mission to save the world and i don't even care if Dr. Bailey screams at me if i misbehave! and and i am still taking my daily, no, hourly, no, nanoly, dosage of friends, families and friends and families and friends and families! haha!

but i got to admit the revision classes was really good. though ME lecture was scheduled till around 4.30pm. i had a feeling ting was going to extend till 5.00p.m and true enough, he was on a roll with auctions and bidding it strecthed all the way till 5.35p.m the funny thing was, i didn't feel restless or whined my way through thinkning that it would be the longest lecture ever. probably audrey was the main reason why as she was a really good companion as always, and made me oblivious of the time. too bad angie couldn't come though:( but, anyways, looking forward to tommorrow night though:)

cheers!!!!!!

i loved today. and tomorrow. and tomorrow tomorrow. nothing beats meeting up with your friends and rewinding how bombastically nerdy we were back in JC. the days when i was humongously paranoid about skipping SAT lectures, believing that he will change his religion for me and possibly writing down every word Dr.Wong talked about atoms,molecules and compounds,though it's staring right back at me. and ayn? she is still talking at the rate of a speeding bullet train and the one with 59304685468508 bizzare ideas. i missed those days and two years seemed too short for JC that i wish i had hiro nakamura superpowers so that i can teleport myself back in time. sadly, THAT only happens in movies but nevertheless, i am glad none of them are forgotten. and today, was nice:) ayn found a new love, ari, and she can never be happier:)

and can you believe it? ayn's going to have her new set of teeth in two months time! it seemed just yesterday that i was crying to her about a boy. that was soooo yesterday and what do you know? in the blink of the eye, everything changes.

and how i wished that i can prolong this carefree attitude like forever. but that, obviously is turning me into a rotten wood. definitely NOT looking forward to tommorrow tommorrow tommorrow. but what choices do i have? friday and saturday for some kick-ARSE fun:) *cheese*

i like how the weekends went-by without worrying too much about school. and THIS weekend, redha is THE MAN.

here's why......

he loves to say atak!atak!

he dances like wade robson

he drives everyone crazyyyy with his slumber-look.(LOOK ABOVE! sinping said redha looks like EUNUCH from some china tv show)

reallllliiiiieeeeee. and just now, after so so many weeks of not laughing hysterically, my aunt just had to make me visualize something OUT OF THE BLUE.

me: wandi, this polo shirt will look so adorable of redha rite?

wandi: eh eh, nanti (keke!) kiter pakai kan redha kain pelekat (keke!)dengan singlet macam pak haris nak(keke!)?

oooohhhmmmyygoooddd. i swear throughout the day, kak jun and me had our own versions of redha looking like tok-haji la, pak-penghulu, cikgu hasan junior la and all the baldies you can think of with ermmm,a very sexy tummy. haha! we even imagined redha walking terkedek-kedek with his kain pelekat and songkok haji saying, " eh eh! wandi datang eh.... silakan masuk!" we have yet to execute our plan but reallie, we would love to do it and once that done. i swear he is going to be the ladies man and don't worry, he will be in the news headline=P!

A full body massage is exactly what i need this very moment, given the fact that i can't sit-up straight. While i am enjoying myself after the hellish mocks, i'm suffering the severe consequences. The body clock acts as if i am sun-tanning in Hawaii when it's 3 freaking am and come 12 noon, i look like atypical panda from China. Butttttt,eventhough i didn't get the proper treatment after the exams, i did get my retail therapy after 49587436545764576384 days. and realllllyyy it was damn SHIOK! with good company(wazzy!:))min min!;))) they really made my day sweeter.*hugs*

so, anyway, i am loving channel 5 more more everyday because desperate housewives is back!!!!!! i swear it cannot get any more crazier with susan's hilarious antics, gab's bitchiness(i loike!), brie's perfection and lynette's seriously desperate actions. it's driving me insane that i would love to go wisteria lane to experience it myself and wonder what other secrets i can unravel. oooooooooooooohhhhhhh and and ugly betty? i so so so love it. i can't help but to laugh at how klutz-y she can be because i can so relate to her. rite su?nadi?wazzy? haha. and trust me i am worse than her. reallie!haha. but i am still wondering when grey's anatomy is coming back though i know there are other ways to watch it(tee-hee-hee) i am being very patient to the persistent question of who will meredith choose in the end??? whatever her ultimate decison may be, i hope to see my McSteamy in season three -bigFATgrin-

i sooo do not want to think about school right but how can i not be pissed when i have school next very sunday??!??!?!! my timetable for e-REV sucks big time this time round because i have 3 consecutive weekends burned!!-wails- i guess i can't complain much because if you really want help from the london lecturers, you've got to sacrifice your time. oh wells. double boooooo!!!haha.

from shidah's blog:


10:39 pm - LeBon's my man;)..

excerpts from SIM's "The Psychological Journal":Big brain,Small brain theory: Dr.Sofy, 2007according to the study done by afore-mentioned world-renowned pychologist ( =nutcase), people with bigger brain tend to be smarter than people whose brains are smaller. thus, smaller-brained people will have to work harder to be on par with bigger-brained people. another observation done on Dr.Sofy's part is that, bigger-brained people usually put their smarts to waste by not working as hard as the smaller-brained people thus, letting smaller-brained people reduce their cognitive dissonance; which arises from the fact that they have smaller brains = lesser smarts, through sheer hard work.

.criticism: Dr.Shit, another established nutcase,i mean, pyschologist, has pointed out the fact that bigger brains does not necessarily equate to greater database for knowledge: smarts. bigger brains may just consist of more grey matter, which we all know, equates to rubbish. she has managed to prove this point by donating her own big,grey brain for research.

current mood: crazy

first and foremost, my name is SOFI or soFIELD(micheal called me this. haha!). not Sofy or Dr. Sofy. tee-hehehe and i didn't mean it literally u cuckoo!!! if that's the case, frankenstein would have been the smartest ass in the whole wide world la. and this time round shidah, i will whip you cos you misbehaved!!!!



so so merepek la. but really really, studying has never been so fun with shidah, mudd, sinping, agnes and the rest. i used to hate to study in a group because i never find it fruitful or productive as most of us talk about random nonsensical stuff. but, i guess now, since we are older and more matured, we get it going and do things right(i think!haha). clarrified our doubts almost immediately, and debate about ESAP or accounts or ME and and and come break time, we let our hair down with the crazzyyy people with 489685070587605780 theories of our own!!! i like it:) and it is such a huge difference from last ear when i give su,wazzy,ili and whoever that consoled me, an earache. nevertheless, i can't thank you enough for that and i loooove you guys, BANYAK BANYAK.

:)

anyways, this week has been quite rough for my family, especially my mother. mum lost a very dear friend from indonesia when she met with a very brutal accident on the way home from singapore. it felt like a nightmare because a few hours before the newsbreak, my whole family sent her off to the airport and bid our farewells. little did we know that was goign to be the last goodbye. it's pretty shocking how the accident happened because miraculously, the driver and the three other passengers survived with minor bruises. can you imagine, you just met your loved ones yesterday and he/she is gone forever the next minute? all the last few word, face-to-face,phone,msn or text messaging? the smiles, the good deeds, the happy memories together.the way he/she spreads the jam, bun up the hair, wear a tie and all the daily routine that they did is all gone. it must have been heartbreaking for the family and my heartfelt symphathy goes all out for them. what's written is already written and the fate is in the hands of ALLAH. so sofi, let's be strong and patient upon receiving challenges in life because you will never know what happens in the next very minute. Insyallah.

I am feeling super guilty right now as i have neglect three of the modules for awhile. Despite the fact that i am banging on ME for the CNY hols, i still have sixxx chapters to go:((( Home has been a conducive place to mug, since mum and dad are way for the hols BUT once i hit the bed, i felt like i was sleeping for the next ten years. -wails- barely nine more days to go!:(

tell me, what were you thinking when you see this on the eve CNY?hahahhaha.

yes yes, i had an awesome BOLLYWOOD night to celebrate Shinder's 21st party! she looked damn gorgeous in her indian costumes and again, when they played DHOOM AGAIN, i hallucinated and saw Hrithik Roshan:) the food was goooooooood with the sugar-rush GULAB JAMUN and the naan which is plain to many but super delicious to me! and in case you think that there are no chinese people, you are wrong! they came after the reunion party! semangat gils babs.

and when i was there, i saw a familiar face! MUNIRAH, the primary school friend. and i couldn't help recalling how kental i looked like ten years ago with my clown-hair!

i don't think the party would not be as fun without these people! thanks seetal and isk for that awesome night:)

Ok that was my 5th Indian party i have attended and needless to say that all of it was seriously larger than life. Shinder had relatives from India and Canada to attend to her 21st birthday party and the decorations was extravagant. You see glitters and lots and lots of diamante accesories. not to forget, a few eye candies at the party=P i swear the atmosphere was similar to my bro's wedding except the fact that there were fewer people. But nevertheless, one of those indian nights which makes me wanna watch KKKG and make me sappy all over again. haha. oh well, that has to come after the mock exams though.-sigh-

can someone grant me more than 24 hours a day please? i swear sometimes my time management is horri-terrible! i can waste time because of a stooooopid mistake i make or merely due to priortising the wrong issues at hand. bad bad sofi. but oh wells, whatever it is, i must must avoid self-handicapping and F.O.C.U.S.

so, anyway people, meet my sweet valentine, Redha a.k.a Lincoln Burrows. hahaha. how can anyone resist Lincoln right? ok fine fine. redha!!! i haven't seen the nephews for sooo long due to schoolwork made me missed them like hell. redha is baby-talking now and zikry's new addiction is cicakman,which i have yet to find out the meaning of it. to us, it could be some kind of cartoon character but to him, it could mean a million and one things. oh! kids and their wild imagination:)and so, the next day, i celebrated Paul's birthday along with al,kat,melvin,jay and agnes at the mindcafe'@prinsepstreet. i have never been there,but with alecia and kat's assurance that the games are 100% guranteed fun, i couldn't be more excited:) and true enough the uglydoll made us berserk and plausibly the loudest group in the cafe! orgasmic fun, i tell you!

but sadly, i didn't stay that long because i wanted to meet these babes badly too! we were high on sugar content of ben&jerry's and tell me. what's the difference between spastic people and wazzy,farah&me?

check it out!!!

hahahahahha.

hugssss

let's continue:)

and there's more:)

this is my favourito. i loveeee the setting, that's for sure(esp the london cab) and and and, bro finally gave a proper smile(wheeee!!!!) i am seriosuly greeeeen with jealousy when i see this! haha. but this wedding custome is gorgeous isn't it?

nice setting right? but no no no,no tiger. REALLIE!

and the final wedding costume for the photo shoot.

gorgeous i tell you. to see my brother looking smart is really a BIG DEAL. half of the time he would be wearing my t-shirts or slippers without him even realising it. thank god he has a wife now to look after him.haha can't wait for them to come back home though:))

anyway am quite happy with my progress in esap and me. thanks to rashidah, sinping and andie!!! and because of that, i allowed myself to have a mini treat after the study session with andie by watching BABEL. i still have yet to know the exact meaning of it though, but seriously, it's worth my 9 bucks. how far would we go to help someone in times of desperation? what do we do when we commit an honest mistake? why do the morrocans in rural areas act altruistically, when usually, people in the urban areas act pro-socially? i swear learning social psychology is making me think wayyyy too much. it doesn't help the fact that i'm inquisitive. but really really, babel. a-must-watch-movie and i like it:)

and and and, i'm really happy for my two tuition kids who got their o-level results yesterday. i swear i was so pessimistic about everything. afterall, "we are corrupting the future of the nation right, shidah?" haha just kidding la tey-ney-ney.but alhamdulilah, they did better than i expected:)

so with all the good vibes around me, i am hoping the very best that the momentum of studying stays with me. the faster the momentum the better it is. i have less than three weeks and panicking won't do me good right?insyallah, everything will be fine.

JIAYOU!!!